The possessed : $b or, The devilsDostoyevsky, Fyodor
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The possessed : $b or, The devils
Dostoyevsky, Fyodor
Nihilism -- Fiction; Political fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction; Terrorists -- Russia -- Fiction
"Listen, old man," he said, as though suddenly making up his mind. "Keep
watch over her all to-day, and if you notice her coming to me, stop her
at once, and tell her that I can't see her for a few days at least...
that I ask her not to come myself.... I'll let her know myself, when the
time comes. Do you hear?"
"I'll tell her, sir," said Alexey Yegorytch, with distress in his voice,
dropping his eyes.
"Not till you see clearly she's meaning to come and see me of herself,
though."
"Don't be afraid, sir, there shall be no mistake. Your interviews have
all passed through me, hitherto. You've always turned to me for help."
"I know. Not till she comes of herself, anyway. Bring me some tea, if
you can, at once."
The old man had hardly gone out, when almost at the same instant the
door reopened, and Darya Pavlovna appeared in the doorway. Her eyes were
tranquil, though her face was pale.
"Where have you come from?" exclaimed Stavrogin.
"I was standing there, and waiting for him to go out, to come in to
you. I heard the order you gave him, and when he came out just now I hid
round the corner, on the right, and he didn't notice me."
"I've long meant to break off with you, Dasha... for a while... for the
present. I couldn't see you last night, in spite of your note. I meant
to write to you myself, but I don't know how to write," he added with
vexation, almost as though with disgust.
"I thought myself that we must break it off. Varvara Petrovna is too
suspicious of our relations."
"Well, let her be."
"She mustn't be worried. So now we part till the end comes."
"You still insist on expecting the end?"
"Yes, I'm sure of it."
"But nothing in the world ever has an end."
"This will have an end. Then call me. I'll come. Now, good-bye."
"And what sort of end will it be?" smiled Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch.
"You're not wounded, and... have not shed blood?" she asked, not
answering his question.
"It was stupid. I didn't kill anyone. Don't be uneasy. However, you'll
hear all about it to-day from every one. I'm not quite well."
"I'm going. The announcement of the marriage won't be to-day?" she added
irresolutely.
"It won't be to-day, and it won't be to-morrow. I can't say about the
day after to-morrow. Perhaps we shall all be dead, and so much the
better. Leave me alone, leave me alone, do."
"You won't ruin that other... mad girl?"
"I won't ruin either of the mad creatures. It seems to be the sane I'm
ruining. I'm so vile and loathsome, Dasha, that I might really send for
you, 'at the latter end,' as you say. And in spite of your sanity you'll
come. Why will you be your own ruin?"
"I know that at the end I shall be the only one left you, and... I'm
waiting for that."
"And what if I don't send for you after all, but run away from you?"
"That can't be. You will send for me."
"There's a great deal of contempt for me in that."
"You know that there's not only contempt."
"Then there is contempt, anyway?"
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