NIKÍTA. I'll come directly! You go and I'll follow! I'll come and give
my blessing! [The women stop] Go on! I'll follow! Now then, go! [Exit
women. Sits down and takes his boots off] Yes, I'm going! A likely
thing! No, you'd better look at the rafter for me! I'll fix the noose
and jump with it from the rafter, then you can look for me! And the rope
is here just handy. [Ponders] I'd have got over it, over any sorrow--I'd
have got over that. But this now--here it is, deep in my heart, and I
can't get over it! [Looks towards the yard] Surely she's not coming
back? [Imitates Anísya] "So nice, so nice. I'd lie down here with you."
Oh, the baggage! Well then, here I am! Come and cuddle when they've
taken me down from the rafter! There's only one way! [Takes the rope and
pulls it].
Mítritch, who is tipsy, sits up and won't let go of the rope.
MÍTRITCH. Shan't give it up! Shan't give it to no one! I'll bring it
myself! I said I'd bring the straw--and so I will! Nikíta, is that you?
[Laughs] Oh, the devil! Have you come to get the straw?
NIKÍTA. Give me the rope!
MÍTRITCH. No, you wait a bit! The peasants sent me! I'll bring it ...
[Rises to his feet and begins getting the straw together, but reels
for a time, then falls] It has beaten me. It's stronger ...
NIKÍTA. Give me the rope!
MÍTRITCH. Didn't I say I won't! Oh, Nikíta, you're as stupid as a hog!
[Laughs] I love you, but you're a fool! You see that I'm drunk ... devil
take you! You think I need you?... You just look at me; I'm a Non ...
fool, can't say it--Non-commissioned Officer of Her Majesty's very First
Regiment of Grenadier Guards! I've served Tsar and country, loyal and
true! But who am I? You think I'm a warrior? No, I'm not a warrior; I'm
the very least of men, a poor lost orphan! I swore not to drink, and now
I had a smoke, and ... Well then, do you think I'm afraid of you? No
fear; I'm afraid of no man! I've taken to drink, and I'll drink! Now
I'll go it for a fortnight; I'll go it hard! I'll drink my last shirt;
I'll drink my cap; I'll pawn my passport; and I'm afraid of no one! They
flogged me in the army to stop me drinking! They switched and switched!
"Well," they say, "will you leave off?" "No," says I! Why should I be
afraid of them? Here I am! Such as I am, God made me! I swore off
drinking, and didn't drink. Now I've took to drink, and I'll drink! And
I fear no man! 'Cos I don't lie; but just as ... Why should one mind
them--such muck as they are! "Here you are," I say; that's me. A priest
told me, the devil's the biggest bragger! "As soon," says he, "as you
begin to brag, you get frightened; and as soon as you fear men, then the
hoofed one just collars you and pushes you where he likes!" But as I
don't fear men, I'm easy! I can spit in the devil's beard, and at the
sow his mother! He can't do me no harm! There, put that in your pipe!
NIKÍTA [crossing himself] True enough! What was I about? [Throws down
the rope].
MÍTRITCH. What?
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