Feminist fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
But now he leaned back on his seat very sad of eye, inert of gesture,
without curiosity or much expectancy. He let her do everything for him.
She felt her heart warming as she served him. She could hardly keep
herself from stooping to kiss his great brow; the hollows of his eyes
when he was sleeping moved her to a passion of pity. After all, he was
her own; and now she had him again. The bitterness of years began to
die, and with it much of that secret, instinctive aversion to men--that
terror of being trapped and held to some uninspiring association or
dragging task.
For now, when her father awoke from one of his many naps, he would turn
to her with: "Have I slept long, Kate?" or "We'll be going in to lunch
soon, I suppose, daughter?" or "Will it be very long now before we reach
our destination?"
It was reached at dawn of an early autumn day, and they drove ten miles
into the pine woods. The scented silence took them. They were at "God's
green caravansarie," and the rancor that had poisoned their hearts was
gone. They turned toward each other in common trust, father and
daughter, forgiving, if not all forgetting, the hurt and angry years.
"It really was your cousin who brought it about," Kate wrote Honora. "He
reminded me that I was fortunate to have a father. You see, I hadn't
realized it! Oh, Honora, what a queer girl I am--always having to think
things out! Always making myself miserable in trying to be happy! Always
going wrong in striving to be right! I should think the gods would make
Olympus ring laughing at me! I once wrote your cousin that women of my
sort were worn out with their struggle to reconcile their convictions
and their instincts. And that's true. That's what is making them so
restless and so strange and tumultuous. But of course I can't think it
their fault--merely their destiny. Something is happening to them, but
neither they nor any one else can quite tell what it is."
* * * * *
Dr. Barrington was broken, no question about that. Even the stimulation
of the incomparable air of those Northern woods could not charge him
with vitality. He lay wrapped in blankets, on the bed improvised for him
beneath the trees, or before the leaping fire in the inn, with the odors
of the burning pine about him, and he let time slip by as it would.
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