Feminist fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Same to you," called back Ray.
He and Kate swung into the procession on the boulevard. Kate was smiling
happily.
"You haven't changed a bit!" she cried. "You keep right on enjoying
yourself, don't you?"
"Not a bit of it," retorted Ray indignantly. "I've been miserable! You
know I have. The only satisfaction I got at all was in hoping I was
making you miserable, too. Was I?"
"I wouldn't own to it if you had," said Kate. "Shall we forgive each
other?"
"Do you want it to be as easy as that--after all we've been through?
Wouldn't it be more satisfactory to quarrel?"
"You can if you want, of course," Kate laughed. "But hadn't it better be
with some other person? Really, I wanted to see you dreadfully--or, at
least, I wanted to see you pleasantly. I had made preparations. You
didn't let me know when to expect you, and I had an engagement when you
did come. Weren't you foolish to get in a rage?"
"But I was so frightfully disappointed. I expected so much and I had
expected it so long."
"Ray!" Her voice was almost stern, and he turned to look at her half
with amusement, half with apprehension. "Expect nothing. Enjoy
yourself to-day."
"But how can I enjoy myself to-day unless I am made to understand that
there is something I may expect from you? Circumstances have kept us
playing fast and loose long enough. Can't we come to an
understanding, Kate?"
Kate stopped to look in a florist's window and fixed her eyes upon a
vast bouquet of pale pink roses.
"Do say something," he said after a time. "Shall I speak from the
heart?"
"Oh, yes, please." He drew his breath in sharply between his teeth.
"Well, then, I'm not ready to give up my free life, Ray. I can't seem to
see my way to relinquishing any part of my liberty. I think you know
why. I've told you everything in my letters. I feel too experimental to
settle down."
"You don't love me!"
"Did I ever say I did?"
"You gave me to understand that you might."
"You wanted me to try."
"But you haven't succeeded? Then, for heaven's sake, let me go and make
out some other programme for myself. I've come back to you because I
couldn't be satisfied away from you. I've seen women, if it comes to
that,--cities of women. But there's no one like you, Kate, to my mind;
no one who so makes me enjoy the hour, or so plan for the future. Ever
since that day when you stood up by the C Bench and fought for the right
of women to sit on it,--that silly old C Bench,--I've liked your warring
spirit. And I come back, by Jove, to find you marching with the militant
women! Well, I didn't know whether to laugh or swear! Anyway, you do
beat the world."
"A pretty sweetheart I'd make," cried Kate, disgusted with herself. "I'm
only good to provide you with amusement, it seems."
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