British Columbia -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction; Sawmills -- Fiction
Far back upon the road the cattle ringed round Mary's body and the
body of the horse, and a million flies blackened the pool of blood
and drank against the dust that soaked it up. The cattle to leeward,
smelling the horror of a spilt life, tossed their heads uneasily and
challenged strange death, that horror of which their instincts spoke
to them. Some to windward came closer and blew at the flies. They
rose in black swarms and settled again. From a distance other cattle
marched to the wavering ring about this wonder. Some came running.
One of the inside steers touched Mary's body with his horn. She
moaned and lifted her hand. The steer ran backwards, snorting,
backing on others, who horned each other angrily. Then the steers
crept up again to Mary and blew at the dust in which she lay.
But this time she rose to a sitting position, and the ring of cattle
with their lowered heads retreated from her.
She wondered where she was, and how she came to be there. Then she
saw the dead horse, and the gun that a cow smelt uneasily. She
remembered that Pete had killed Ned, and that he had perhaps tried to
kill her. She scrambled to her feet and the cattle jostled each
other to get away from her. She staggered as she stood: for she had
no strength, and all desire of life had gone out of her. And with
that there came a sickness of the notion of revenge: it would only be
trying to revenge herself on the inexorable destiny which was hers.
Pete had killed her man and had gone. She would go back to her dead.
Overhead the sun burnt as she staggered on the road, the long,
endless, wearying road, so like to life. She went at a foot pace,
and the miles were weary endless spaces without hope. For her man
was dead, and Pete was a cruel madman, and there was nothing left for
her. Yet still she walked, like some painful hurt creature returning
to its lair. She ached in every limb: her head seemed splitting: the
physical torture of her being dulled her mind. And as it seemed to
her only the sun of all things moved swiftly. It was drawing on
towards evening when she came to her house and stood outside the
door. Her knees trembled: she clutched at the latch and door-post to
prevent herself falling.
Inside was her man dead: her man who had been so good and so cruel.
She began to weep and opened the door, letting the westering sunlight
in. The next moment she screamed dreadfully, for the place where she
had left him was vacant!
"Oh, Ned, Ned!" she cried in a most lamentable voice. And yet within
her murdered heart there sprang a faint poor flower of hope even as
she cried. If he had been moved was it not that someone had come and
taken him away? Then--then, oh, God, perhaps he was not dead! Her
brain turned: she reeled again and clutched at the table and held to
it.
"My God, listen to me, be merciful, where is my man, the man I love?"
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