British Columbia -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction; Sawmills -- Fiction
Both of the men could swim, but swimming was in vain. Both were
strong, and now Pete's strength was as the strength of a madman who
chooses death in a very passion for the end of all things. He seemed
as if made of fine steel, of whip-cord, of something resilient,
tense. There was in him that elasticity which enables the great
quinnat to overcome the awful stream of the Fraser in its narrow
Cañon. It was with difficulty, with deadly difficulty, that Quin
held the wrist that controlled the knife. He knew that he must do
that even if he drowned. It was his last thought, his last conscious
thought, just as Pete's last thought was to free himself and find
Quin's heart.
They sank, as they struggled, far below the surface of the flood.
Quin held his breath till it seemed that he would burst. His lungs
were bursting with blood: his brain fainted for it. He struggled to
preserve his power of choice, for it appeared better to be stabbed if
even so he could breathe. But even as he fought he was aware in some
cool and dreadfully far-off cell of his brain that though he let go
he would not yet rise. It was a question of who could last longest.
As he was drowning he remembered (and recalled how he had heard the
saying) that the other man was probably as bad. He even grinned
horribly as he thought this. Then he saw Jenny and the child. The
vision passed and he saw the burning Mill. He heard Mac speak, heard
the roar of the flames, and the murmur of the crowd. Then he came to
the surface and knew where he was, knew that he was alive but at
handgrips with Death himself. He sucked in air, filled his lungs and
rolled over, and went under once again.
When consciousness is past there is a long space of organized, of
purposed, instinctive struggle for life left in a man. So it was
with Quin. He knew not that he slipped both hands to Pete's right
wrist: he was unaware that when they once more rose Pete howled as
his wrist snapped. Even Pete did not know it: he knew that he was a
fluid part of nature, suffering agony and yet finding sleep in agony,
sleep so exquisite that it was a recompense at last for all the woes
of the world. And he was all the world himself, one with the river,
one with the night and the great darkness which comes in the end to
all. Pete sighed deliciously and sank, and rose and sank again, into
the arms of one who was perhaps his mother, perhaps his dear Jenny
whom he now loved so tenderly.
And a blind creature, still unconscious, unknowing, hung on to Pete's
wrist. That was what Quin thought. But what he hung to was the
boat, capsized but still floating, which had gone down stream with
them. He was in a cramp of agony: if he could have let go he would
have done so, but something not himself, as it seemed, made him hold
on. He still fought with the dead man who rolled below him at the
bottom of the river.
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