British Columbia -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction; Sawmills -- Fiction
And when he had been alone a week Mary came back. She could not help
coming: her heart was a mother's, seeing that she had no children,
and the poor thing she loved was her child. She was lonely without
him. Perhaps he would be kind now, perhaps he would forgive her for
being so hideous. For one side of her face was still beautiful: both
her sorrowful eyes were lovely. She left the hospital, and never
entered a house in town. She went out at night lest they should see
her, and faced the hill-road, as it wound up the hills at the back of
the town, in a starry darkness. Her strength was not much, but she
had enduring Indian blood in her veins, that blood that helps poor
squaws to carry loads their lordly men will not touch: that blood
that helps them to suffer uncomplaining: that blood which, in their
male children, helps to endure, if need be, the dreadful torture of
the hostile fire and stake. She went swiftly through the night, and
long before dawn came over the last hill in the trail which led to
the desolate ranche where her steadfast heart lay. Under the stars
and a faint fine glow that was the dawn, she saw the little shack,
and then her heart and limbs failed her. She sat down and cried
softly for her sad life and her tortured love, and her lost beauty
under the shroud of white linen over her right cheek and jaw. Would
he be kind to her, or would he hide his eyes and drive her from him?
She knew nothing but that her sad heart needed him, even him, rather
than any kind and gentle man that lived. She rose up trembling but
set forward on the trail, and at last came to the house. A little
chill breeze blew down from the hills, and a cloud hid the faint rose
of dawn, so that it was full night as she crossed the threshold. For
Ned, sleeping uneasily and afraid of the very house, had set the door
open. She stayed and heard him move in the bed. She reached out her
empty arms, but not to any God. She reached them to her wretched
child, her man. And then Ned woke.
"What's that?" he cried aloud. He saw a dark figure against the
lucid night beyond the door.
"What's that?" he cried again. His voice shook.
"It's Mary," said the ghost he saw and feared.
"Oh, you----" he cried. She heard him shake. "Have you come back?"
She fell upon her knees by the bed.
"Yes, Ned."
He reached out a hand to her. It was cold as ice: for the blood had
gone to his heart and brain.
"You've come back--to me?"
He knew it was a miracle, and, brutish and besotted as he was, he
felt the awful benediction of her presence.
"To me!"
To him, to a man who had cursed her life at its springs, who had
given her no joy, who had cut her to pieces by their bed and warm
hearth! She had come back.
"If you want me," she murmured.
He shook and trembled. If he wanted her! He wanted nothing but her:
she was the world to him.
"If I want you!"
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