The first time she was left alone with him, after this discovery, she
happened to be in an audacious and talkative mood, and his lack of
response finally goaded her into saying: "WHY don't you like me?" She
cared nothing about it; she simply wished to hear what he would say--if
he could be roused into saying anything. He was sitting on the steps
leading from the veranda to the sea--was smoking a cigarette and gazing
out over the waves like a graven image, as if he had always been posed
there and always would be there, the embodiment of repose gazing in
ineffable indifference upon the embodiment of its opposite. He made no
answer.
"I asked you why you do not like me," said she. "Did you hear?"
"Yes," replied he.
She waited; nothing further from him. Said she:
"Well, give me one of your cigarettes."
He rose, extended his case, then a light. He was never remiss in those
kinds of politeness. When she was smoking, he seated himself again and
dropped into the former attitude. She eyed him, wondering how it could
be possible that he had endured the incredible fatigues and hardships
Stanley Baird had related of him--hunting and exploring expeditions
into tropics and into frozen regions, mountain climbs, wild sea voyages
in small boats, all with no sign of being able to stand anything, yet
also with no sign of being any more disturbed than now in this seaside
laziness. Stanley had showed them a picture of him taken twenty years
and more ago when he was in college; he had looked almost the same
then--perhaps a little older.
"Well, I am waiting," persisted she.
She thought he was about to look at her--a thing he had never done, to
her knowledge, since they had known each other. She nerved herself to
receive the shock, with a certain flutter of expectancy, of excitement
even. But instead of looking, he settled himself in a slightly
different position and fixed his gaze upon another point in the
horizon. She noted that he had splendid hands--ideal hands for a man,
with the same suggestion of intense vitality and aliveness that flashed
from his eyes. She had not noted this before. Next she saw that he
had good feet, and that his boots were his only article of apparel that
fitted him, or rather, that looked as if made for him.
She tossed her cigarette over the rail to the sand. He startled her by
speaking, in his unemotional way. He said:
"Now, I like you better."
"I don't understand," said she.
No answer from him. The cigarette depending listlessly from his lips
seemed--as usual--uncertain whether it would stay or fall. She watched
this uncertainty with a curious, nervous interest. She was always
thinking that cigarette would fall, but it never did. Said she:
"Why did you say you liked me less?"
"Better," corrected he.
"We used to have a pump in our back yard at home," laughed she. "One
toiled away at the handle, but nothing ever came. And it was a
promising-looking pump, too."
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