"A queer kind of lawyer. He never goes to court, and his clients are
almost all other lawyers. They go to him to get him to tell them what
to do, and what not to do. He's got a big reputation among lawyers,
Fred Norman tells me, but makes comparatively little, as he either
can't or won't charge what he ought. I told him what Norman said, and
he only smiled in that queer way he has. I said: 'You make twenty or
thirty thousand a year. You ought to make ten times that.'"
"And what did he answer?" asked Mildred. "Nothing?"
"He said: 'I make all I want. If I took in more, I'd be bothered
getting rid of it or investing it. I can always make all I'll
want--unless I go crazy. And what could a crazy man do with money? It
doesn't cost anything to live in a lunatic asylum.'"
Several items of interest to add to those she had collected. He could
talk brilliantly, but he preferred silence. He could make himself
attractive to women and to men, but he preferred to be detached. He
could be a great lawyer, but he preferred the quiet of obscurity. He
could be a rich man, but he preferred to be comparatively poor.
Said Mildred: "I suppose some woman--some disappointment in love--has
killed ambition, and everything like that."
"I don't think so," replied Baird. "The men who knew him as a boy say
he was always as he is now. He lived in the Arabian desert for two
years."
"Why didn't he stay?" laughed Mildred. "That life would exactly suit
him."
"It did," said Stanley. "But his father died, and he had to come home
and support his mother--until she died. That's the way his whole life
has been. He drifts in the current of circumstances. He might let
himself be blown away to-morrow to the other end of the earth and stay
away years--or never come back."
"But how would he live?"
"On his wits. And as well or as poorly as he cared. He's the sort of
man everyone instinctively asks advice of--me, you, his valet, the
farmer who meets him at a boundary fence, the fellow who sits nest him
in a train--anyone."
Mildred did not merely cease to dislike him; she went farther, and
rapidly. She began to like him, to circle round that tantalizing,
indolent mystery as a deer about a queer bit of brush in the
undergrowth. She liked to watch him. She was alternately afraid to
talk before him and recklessly confidential--all with no response or
sign of interest from him. If she was silent, when they were alone
together, he was silent, too. If she talked, still he was silent. What
WAS he thinking about? What did he think of her?--that especially.
"What ARE you thinking?" she interrupted herself to say one afternoon
as they sat together on the strand under a big sunshade. She had been
talking on and on about her career--talking conceitedly, as her subject
intoxicated her--telling him what triumphs awaited her as soon as she
should be ready to debut. As he did not answer, she repeated her
question, adding:
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