"Your room won't be quite as nice as hers. I put you at the top
because you can sing up there, part of the mornings and part of the
afternoons, without disturbing anybody. I don't have a general table
any more. You can take your meals in your room or at the restaurant in
the apartment-house next door. It's good and quite reasonable."
"How much for the room?" persisted Mildred, laughing.
"Seven dollars a week, and the use of the bath."
Mildred finally wrung from her that the right price was twelve dollars
a week, and insisted on paying that--"until my money gets low."
"Don't worry about that," said Mrs. Belloc.
"You mustn't weaken me," cried Mildred. "You mustn't encourage me to
be a coward and to shirk. That's why I'm coming here."
"I understand," said Mrs. Belloc. "I've got the New England streak of
hardness in me, though I believe that masseuse has almost ironed it out
of my face. Do I look like a New England schoolmarm?"
Mildred could truthfully answer that there wasn't a trace of it.
When she returned to Mrs. Brindley's--already she had ceased to think
of it as home--she announced her new plans. Mrs. Brindley said
nothing, but Mildred understood the quick tightening of the lines round
her mouth and the shifting of the eyes. She hastened to explain that
Mrs. Belloc was no longer the sort of woman or the sort of landlady she
had been a few months before. Mrs. Brindley of the older New York,
could neither understand nor believe in the people of the new and real
New York whom it molds for better or for worse so rapidly--and even
remolds again and again. But Mildred was able to satisfy her that the
house was at least not suspicious.
"It doesn't matter where you're going," said Mrs. Brindley. "It's that
you are going. I can't bear giving you up. I had hoped that our lives
would flow on and on together." She was with difficulty controlling
her emotions. "It's these separations that age one, that take one's
life. I almost wish I hadn't met you."
Mildred was moved, herself. Not so much as Mrs. Brindley because she
had the necessities of her career gripping her and claiming the
strongest feelings there were in her. Also, she was much the younger,
not merely in years but in experience. And separations have no real
poignancy in them for youth.
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