Generalizing about such a haphazard conglomerate as human nature is
highly unsatisfactory, but it may be cautiously ventured that in New
England, as in old England, there is a curiously contradictory way of
dealing with conventionality. Nowhere is conventionality more in
reverence; yet when a New-Englander, man or woman, happens to elect to
break with it, nowhere is the break so utter and so defiant. If Agnes
Belloc, cut loose from the conventions that had bound her from
childhood to well into middle life, had remained at home, no doubt she
would have spent a large part of her nights in thinking out ways of
employing her days in outraging the conventionalities before her
horrified and infuriated neighbors. But of what use in New York to
cuff and spit upon deities revered by only an insignificant class--and
only officially revered by that class? Agnes had soon seen that there
was no amusement or interest whatever in an enterprise which in her New
England home would have filled her life to the brim with excitement.
Also, she saw that she was well into that time of life where the
absence of reputation in a woman endangers her comfort, makes her
liable to be left alone--not despised and denounced, but simply avoided
and ignored. So she was telling Mildred the exact truth. She had laid
down the arms she had taken up against the social system, and had come
in--and was fighting it from the safer and wiser inside. She still
insisted that a woman had the same rights as a man; but she took care
to make it clear that she claimed those rights only for others, that
she neither exercised them nor cared for them for herself. And to make
her propaganda the more effective, she was not only circumspect
herself, but was exceedingly careful to be surrounded by circumspect
people. No one could cite her case as proof that woman would expand
liberty into license. In theory there was nothing lively that she did
not look upon at least with tolerance; in practice, more and more she
disliked seeing one of her sex do anything that might cause the world
to say "woman would abuse liberty if she had it." "Sensible people,"
she now said, "do as they like. But they don't give fools a chance to
titter and chatter."
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