Mrs. Belloc had not gone out, had been waiting in a fever of anxiety.
When Mildred came into her sitting-room with a gloomy face and dropped
to a chair as if her last hope had abandoned her, it was all Agnes
Belloc could do to restrain her tears. Said she:
"Don't be foolish, my dear. You couldn't expect anything to come of
your first attempt."
"That isn't it," said Mildred. "I think I'll give it up--do something
else. Grand opera's bad enough. There were a lot of things about it
that I was fighting my distaste for."
"I know," said Agnes. "And you'd better fight them hard. They're
unworthy of you."
"But--musical comedy! It's--frightful!"
"It's an honest way of making a living, and that's more than can be
said of--of some things. I suppose you're afraid you'll have to wear
tights--or some nonsense like that."
"No, no. It's doing it at all. Such rotten music--and what a
loathsome mess!"
Mrs. Belloc's eyes flashed. "I'm losing all patience!" she cried. "I
know you've been brought up like a fool and always surrounded by fools.
I suppose you'd rather sell yourself to some man. Do you know what's
the matter with you, at bottom? Why, you're lazy and you're a coward.
Too lazy to work. And afraid of what a lot of cheap women'll
say--women earning their board and clothes in about the lowest way such
a thing can be done. Haven't you got any self-respect?"
Mildred rose. "Mrs. Belloc," she said angrily, "I can't permit even
you to say such things to me."
"The shoe seems to fit," retorted Mrs. Belloc. "I never yet saw a
lady, a real, silk-and-diamonds, sit-in-the-parlor lady, who had any
self-respect. If I had my way they wouldn't get a mouthful to eat till
they had earned it. That'd be a sure cure for the lady disease. I'm
ashamed of you, Miss Stevens! And you're ashamed of yourself."
"Yes, I am," said Mildred, with a sudden change of mood.
"The best thing you can do is to rest till lunch-time. Then start out
after lunch and hunt a job. I'll go with you."
"But I've got a job," said Mildred. "That's what's the matter."
Agnes Belloc's jaw dropped and her rather heavy eyebrows shot up toward
the low sweeping line of her auburn hair. She made such a ludicrous
face that Mildred laughed outright. Said she:
"It's quite time. Fifty a week, for three weeks of rehearsal. No
doubt _I_ can go on if I like. Nothing could be easier."
"Crossley?"
"Yes. He was very nice--heard me sing three pieces--and it was all
settled. I'm to begin to-morrow."
The color rose in Agnes Belloc's face until she looked apoplectic. She
abruptly retreated to her bedroom. After a few minutes she came back,
her normal complexion restored. "I couldn't trust myself to speak,"
said she. "That was the worst case of ingratitude I ever met up with.
You, getting a place at fifty dollars a week--and on your first
trial--and you come in looking as if you'd lost your money and your
reputation. What kind of a girl are you, anyway?"
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