The opera was "Faust." As the three principal men singers were all
expensive--the tenor alone, twelve hundred a night--Crossley put in a
comparatively modestly salaried Marguerite. She was seized with a cold
at the last moment, and Crossley ventured to substitute Mildred Gower.
The Rivi system was still in force. She was ready--indeed, she was
always ready, as Rivi herself had been. And within ten minutes of her
coming forth from the wings, Mildred Gower had leaped from obscurity
into fame. It happens so, often in the story books, the newly
gloriously arrived one having been wholly unprepared, achieving by
sheer force of genius. It occurs so, occasionally, in life--never when
there is lack of preparation, never by force of unassisted genius,
never by accident. Mildred succeeded because she had got ready to
succeed. How could she have failed?
Perhaps you read the stories in the newspapers--how she had discovered
herself possessed of a marvelous voice, how she had decided to use it
in public, how she had coached for a part, had appeared, had become one
of the world's few hundred great singers all in a single act of an
opera. You read nothing about what she went through in developing a
hopelessly uncertain and far from strong voice into one which, while
not nearly so good as thousands of voices that are tried and cast
aside, yet sufficed, with her will and her concentration back of it, to
carry her to fame--and wealth.
That birdlike voice! So sweet and spontaneous, so true, so like the
bird that "sings of summer in full throated ease!" No wonder the
audience welcomed it with cheers on cheers. Greater voices they had
heard, but none more natural--and that was Moldini.
He came to her dressing-room at the intermission. He stretched out his
arms, but emotion overcame him, and he dropped to a chair and sobbed
and cried and laughed. She came and put her arms round him and kissed
him. She was almost calm. The GREAT fear had seized her--Can I keep
what I have won?
"I am a fool," cried Moldini. "I will agitate you."
"Don't be afraid of that," said she. "I am nervous, yes, horribly
nervous. But you have taught me so that I could sing, no matter what
was happening." It was true. And her body was like iron to the touch.
He looked at her, and though he knew her and had seen her train herself
and had helped in it, he marveled. "You are happy?" he said eagerly.
"Surely--yes, you MUST be happy."
"More than that," answered she. "You'll have to find another word than
happiness--something bigger and stronger and deeper."
"Now you can have your holiday," laughed he. "But"--with mock
sternness--"in moderation! He must be an incident only. With those
who win the high places, sex is an incident--a charming, necessary
incident, but only an incident. He must not spoil your career. If you
allowed that you would be like a mother who deserts her children for a
lover. He must not touch your career!"
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