"It's not a bad idea to keep your mouth shut, as long as your affairs
are unsettled," advised Mrs. Belloc. "I can see you've had little
experience. But you'll come out all right. Just keep cool, and don't
fret about trifles. And don't let any man make a fool of you. That's
where we women get left. We're afraid of men. We needn't be. We can
mighty easily make them afraid of us. Use the soft hand till you get
him well in your grip. Then the firm hand. Nothing coarse or cruel or
mean. But firm and self-respecting."
Mildred was tempted to take Mrs. Belloc fully into her confidence and
get the benefit of the advice of shrewdness and experience. So strong
was the temptation, she would have yielded to it had Mrs. Belloc asked
a few tactful, penetrating questions. But Mrs. Belloc refrained, and
Mildred's timidity or delicacy induced her to postpone. The next day
she wrote Stanley Baird, giving her address and her name and asking him
to call "any afternoon at four or five." She assumed that he would
come on the following day, but the letter happened to reach him within
an hour of her mailing it, and he came that very afternoon.
When she went down to the drawing-room to receive him, she found him
standing in the middle of the room gazing about with a quizzical
expression. As soon as the greetings were over he said:
"You must get out of here, Mildred. This won't do."
"Indeed I shan't," said she. "I've looked everywhere, and this is the
only comfortable place I could find--where the rates were reasonable
and where the landlady didn't have her nose in everybody's business."
"You don't understand," said he. "This is a bird-cage. Highly gilded,
but a bird-cage."
She had never heard the phrase, but she understood--and instantly she
knew that he was right. She colored violently, sat down abruptly. But
in a moment she recovered herself, and with fine defiance said:
"I don't care. Mrs. Belloc is a kind-hearted woman, and it's as easy
to be respectable here as anywhere."
"Sure," assented he. "But you've got to consider appearances to a
certain extent. You won't be able to find the right sort of a
boarding-house--one you'd be comfortable in. You've got to have a flat
of your own."
"I can't afford it," said Mildred. "I can't afford this, even. But I
simply will not live in a shabby, mussy way."
"That's right!" cried Stanley. "You can't do proper work in poor
surroundings. Some women could, but not your sort. But don't worry.
I'm going to see you through. I'll find a place--right away. You want
to start in at once, don't you?"
"I've got to," said Mildred.
"Then leave it all to me."
"But WHAT am I to do?"
"Sing, if you can. If not, then act. We'll have you on the stage
within a year or so. I'm sure of it. And I'll get my money back, with
interest."
"I don't see how I can accept it," said Mildred very feebly.
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