After a time she discovered that Mrs. Brindley's first name was
Cyrilla, but Mrs. Brindley and Miss Stevens they remained to each other
for a long time--until circumstances changed their accidental intimacy
into enduring friendship. Not to anticipate, in the course of that
same conversation Mildred said:
"If there is anything about me--about my life--that you wish me to
explain, I shall be glad to do so."
"I know all I wish to know," replied Cyrilla Brindley. "Your face and
your manner and your way of speaking tell me all the essentials."
"Then you must not think it strange when I say I wish no one to know
anything about me."
"It will be impossible for you entirely to avoid meeting people," said
Cyrilla. "You must have some simple explanation about yourself, or you
will attract attention and defeat your object."
"Lead people to believe that I'm an orphan--perhaps of some obscure
family--who is trying to get up in the world. That is practically the
truth."
Mrs. Brindley laughed. "Quite enough for New York," said she. "It is
not interested in facts. All the New-Yorker asks of you is, 'Can you
pay your bills and help me pay mine?'"
Competent men are rare; but, thanks to the advantage of the male sex in
having to make the struggle for a living, they are not so rare as
competent women. Mrs. Brindley was the first competent woman Mildred
had ever known. She had spent but a few hours with her before she
began to appreciate what a bad atmosphere she had always breathed--bad
for a woman who has her way to make in the world, or indeed for any
woman not willing to be content as mere more or less shiftless, more or
less hypocritical and pretentious, dependent and parasite. Mrs.
Brindley--well bred and well educated--knew all the little matters
which Mildred had been taught to regard as the whole of a lady's
education. But Mildred saw that these trifles were but a trifling
incident in Mrs. Brindley's knowledge. She knew real things, this
woman who was a thorough-going housekeeper and who trebled her income
by giving music lessons a few hours a day to such pupils as she thought
worth the teaching. When she spoke, she always said something one of
the first things noticed by Mildred, who, being too lazy to think
except as her naturally good mind insisted on exercising itself,
usually talked simply to kill time and without any idea of getting
anywhere. But while Cyrilla--without in the least intending it--roused
her to a painful sense of her own limitations, she did not discourage
her. Mildred also began to feel that in this new atmosphere of ideas,
of work, of accomplishment, she would rapidly develop into a different
sort of person. It was extremely fortunate for her, thought she, that
she was living with such a person as Cyrilla Brindley. In the old
atmosphere, or with any taint of it, she would have been unable to
become a serious person. She would simply have dawdled along,
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