Not glad only, but sweet to a degree which even he had not known in her
before. She had developed of late. He saw this, as the old Vicar had
seen it, though from a different point of view. He was conscious of
something new in her; something which had not been there. He was also
dimly aware of power; recognising as once earlier that he might do what
he would with her, Colin being out of reach.
Giles was a strong man, a man of iron will, yet it might be questioned
whether his strength would be equal to this strain. There are forces
before which iron bends and snaps like tin. In her beloved presence
he was weak, and he knew it. But in that very knowledge lay safety.
Because he felt his own strength inadequate, he laid hold upon Divine
strength.
These weeks of lonely battling had told upon even his powerful frame.
Phyllys noted something unusual; a weight, a haggard look, recalling
the imaginary Interlaken glimpse. Singular that he should then have
appeared to her vision as she now found him, altered and aged. Though
not indeed grey-haired, he was plainly in trouble. She had debated with
herself whether to tell him of that fancy, and the first evening she
said nothing.
She was up betimes next morning, and indulged in a ramble before
breakfast. Coming back, she met him in a side-path.
"This is too soon after your journey," he said. He had no choice but to
turn and walk by her side.
"I'm as fresh as possible. I don't think you are well."
"Quite, thanks."
"I fancied something might be worrying you, like Mrs. Keith. She so
often seems worried. It's her way, is it not? But not your way!"
"Perhaps not."
"Was it not strange?—one day at Interlaken I thought I saw you. I could
have declared it to be you! And you seemed bothered then too. You've
not been in Switzerland, have you?—not even for one day!"
She put the question laughingly.
And he said—"No."
"It was droll; for we had found a letter for Mrs. Keith, lying at a
little Thun hotel, in your handwriting. Not really, of course, but
I felt sure it was yours, and it had been posted at Interlaken. And
then—that I should seem to see you yourself there too—it was queer, as
if chance likenesses were in the air."
Giles hardly followed her words. He was thinking of herself more than
of what she said. She ventured another question:—
"I suppose Mrs. Keith has not some great sorrow; something that would
make her unhappy?"
He showed surprise.
"She gets so easily upset, and sometimes it is as if she expected
things to go awfully wrong. But you would know. I don't want to
interfere, only I have been so sorry for her."
"She is excitable by nature. Nerves," explained Giles. "Nothing to
be anxious about. She could hardly have any serious trouble, unknown
to me. There is—" and he hesitated—"a tendency to exaggeration—to
exaggerated views. One must allow for that. I am sure she is not aware
of it herself."
He changed the subject abruptly.
"Colin was with you at Midfell?"
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