She smiled acquiescence. Colin's words had power to set her thinking.
She did not know how rarely he opened out like this; how studiously his
true self was hidden. In Giles she saw the reserve of a man habitually
silent; but she had not divined in Colin the deeper reserve of an
apparent frankness which told nothing. Once in a way he was really
frank with Phyllys; but she was almost the sole exception. He could
seldom bring to the surface those things for which he most cared.
He murmured another quotation:
"'Nature is a poem written by God; and Art is man's translation of it!'
"I forget who said that. But if Nature is a Divine poem, the least we
can do is to try to read it."
Phyllys repeated the words to herself.
"I wonder whether all sculptors feel as you do?" she questioned.
"I was not speaking from the sculptor's point of view." His voice had
altered, becoming indifferent. Without looking up Phyllys knew that he
and she were no longer alone.
Mrs. Keith had appeared, and was in one of her restless moods. She had
not known that Colin meant to come down, and the fact seemed to annoy
her. She could not sit still, but fidgeted from chair to chair, talking
without a break.
There was a draught from the oriel window, and would Colin mind its
being shut? No, she really couldn't have any window open. It was so
chilly. If he wanted more air, why did he not stay in the study? Mr.
Dugdale would be in directly, and Mr. Dugdale was such a fatiguing
person, particularly if one was ill. But Colin never took advice, as
all the world knew—much better for him if he would.
All this and more was endured with a calm which Phyllys had once taken
for unshakeable serenity. She knew better now. She had learnt to
decipher the dent in his forehead, the compression of his under-lip,
the increased slowness of the dragging voice; and this evening his
self-control was more severely tested than usual, from weakness.
But Mrs. Keith, whose one aim was to separate those two, to have
Phyllys as a "close preserve" for Giles, saw nothing. She fidgeted and
fussed till the door opened.
"Here they come!" And she started up. "Now we must have some music. I
want Phyllys to play the Moonlight Sonata."
Giles interposed in curt tones, "Not to-night. Colin can't stand it."
Colin frowned slightly. "Pray make no difference for me," he said. "If
you do, I must decamp."
"But we don't want music. Nobody wants it. We all want to talk," urged
Phyllys.
She greeted Giles with a smile, and he came to her side, not speaking.
Mrs. Keith was insisting energetically on music. Phyllys played so
well, and she and Giles loved listening. Colin would not mind, she knew.
"Of course not. Shall I get the sonata?" asked Colin.
"Nonsense!" There was a roughness in the "timbre" of Giles' voice which
Phyllys had heard before, and it always surprised her. "You must keep
still."
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