Eve held her breath. She felt humiliated, angry, and astonished.
“I never thought it possible that you would take such a view as this.”
“Let me explain, Miss Carfax, that I cannot help taking this view. I
have to insist on an absolutely impersonal attitude. My profession
cannot be carried on satisfactorily without it. I regret it, but I am
afraid you are not quite suited to delicate positions of
responsibility.”
Eve said quietly, “Please don’t go into explanations. You would rather
not have me on your staff.”
“I am a stickler for etiquette, rather old-fashioned. One has to be.”
“Yes, I understand. So long as everything looks nice on the surface. I
think we had better say nothing more. I only came to tell you the truth,
and sometimes the truth is awkward.”
She rose, biting her lip, and keeping her hands clenched. It was
monstrous, incredible, that this woman should be on the man’s side, and
that she should throw insinuations in her face. If she had surrendered
to Hugh Massinger and kept quiet, nothing would have been said, and
nothing might have happened. She felt nauseated, inflamed.
“I am sorry, Miss Carfax——”
“Oh, please don’t say that! It makes me feel more cynical.”
* * * * *
CHAPTER XXIX
EARNING A LIVING
The affair of Hugh Massinger, and Miss Champion’s attitude towards it,
provided Eve with an experience that threw a glare of new light upon the
life of a woman who sets out to earn her own living. She had no need to
go to the dramatists to be instructed, for she had touched the problem
with her own hands, and discovered the sexual hypocrisy that Kate Duveen
had always railed at. Here was she, lonely and struggling on the edge of
life, and a man of Hugh Massinger’s reputation and intelligence could do
nothing more honourable to help her than to suggest the advantages of a
sentimental seduction. Miss Champion, the woman, had failed to take the
woman’s part. Her middle-class cowardice was all for hushing things up,
for accusing the insulted girl of indiscretions, for reproaching her
with not failing to be a temptation to men. No smoke without some fire.
It was safer to discharge such a young woman than to defend her. And
Miss Champion’s nostrils were very shy and sensitive. She was an
automatic machine that reacted to any copper coin that could be called a
convention. Certain things never ought to happen, and if they happened
they never ought to be mentioned.
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