There was more time to be wasted, and she strolled down Shaftesbury
Avenue and round Piccadilly Circus into Regent Street. The pavements
were fairly crowded, and the multitude of lights made her feel less
lonely. She loitered along, looking into shop windows, and she had
amused herself in this way for about ten minutes before she became aware
of another face that kept appearing near to hers. She saw it reflected
in four successive windows, the face of an old man, spruce yet senile,
the little moustache carefully trimmed, a faint red patch on either
cheek. The eyes were turned to one side, and seemed to be watching
something. She did not realise at first that that something was herself.
“How are you to-night, dear?”
Eve stared straight through the window for some seconds, and then turned
and faced him. He was like Death valeted to perfection, and turned out
with all his senility polished to the last finger nail. His lower
eyelids were baggy, and innumerable little veins showed in the skin that
looked tightly stretched over his nose and cheekbones. He smiled at her,
the fingers of one hand picking at the lapel of his coat.
“I am glad to see you looking so nice, dear. Supposing we have a little
dinner?”
“I beg your pardon. I think you must be rather short-sighted!”
She thought as she walked away, “Supposing I had been a different sort
of woman, and supposing I had been hungry!”
She made direct for the river after this experience, and, turning down
Charing Cross and under the railway bridge, saw the long sweep of the
darkness between the fringes of yellow lights. There were very few
people about, and a raw draught seemed to come up the river. She crossed
to the Embankment and walked along, glancing over the parapet at the
vaguely agitated and glimmering surface below. The huge shadow of the
bridge seemed to take the river at one leap. The lapping of the water
was cold, and suggestively restless.
Then she turned her attention to the seats. They seemed to be full,
packed from rail to rail with indistinct figures that were huddled close
together. All these figures were mute and motionless. Once she saw a
flutter of white where someone was picking broken food out of a piece of
newspaper. And once she heard a figure speaking in a monotonous
grumbling voice that kept the same level.
Was she too late even for such a refuge? She walked on and at last
discovered a seat where a gap showed between a man’s felt hat and a
woman’s bonnet. Eve paused rather dubiously, shrinking from thrusting
herself into that vacant space. She shrank from touching these sodden
greasy things that had drifted like refuse into some sluggish backwater.
Then a quiver of pity and of shame overcame her. She went and thrust
herself into the vacant place. The whole seat seemed to wriggle and
squirm. The man next to her heaved and woke up with a gulp. Eve
discovered at once that his breath was not ambrosial.
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