The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
But all this vague shyness and shrinking had changed at their last
interview, when Margaret, in generous impetuosity, and terror lest he
should think she considered herself raised above him by her fortune,
had taken the matter into her own hands and made all the vague ties
definite. What an extraordinary sensation it was to feel that she
belonged to him--she, Margaret Leslie, to him, Rob Glen! She could not
realize or understand it, but felt, with a sense of giddiness through
her whole being, that something existed which bound her to him forever.
Yes, no doubt, when you came to think of it, that was what it meant.
She had not been aware of it at first, but this no doubt was how it
was. And Ludovic’s questioning had made it all so much more real. After
what her brother had said, there was no avoiding the certainty.
Between Rob Glen and herself was an invisible link, woven so closely
that nothing could undo it. How changed all the world was! Once it lay
free and bright and open before her, with but one restriction, and that
her natural obedience to her father and loyalty to her home. Now, with
a giddiness and dazzling in her eyes, she felt how different it all
was. She had no longer any home, and the world was closed up to her by
that figure of Rob Glen. She did not know that she objected to him, or
disliked his presence, but it made everything different. And chiefly
it made her giddy, so that she herself and the whole universe seemed
to be going round and round--Rob Glen. She was not sure, even--but all
was confusion in her mind--that she thought of him now just as she
had thought of him in those old, old times, when he had sat among the
potatoes and made his picture; when he had seemed so clever, such a
genius, such a poet, making a common bit of paper into a landscape, in
which the sun would shine and the wind blow forever.
That side of the subject was dim to her now. Rob was no longer an
artist doing wonders before her eyes, but a man whose touch made her
shrink, yet held her fast; one whom she was more shy of, yet more bound
to, than to anybody else in the world; from whom she would like to
steal a little farther off, if she could do it unnoticed, yet move a
step nearer to, should he find her out. This strange jumble of feeling
seemed to be brought to a climax by the thought that she was going away
to-morrow. To-night--there was no avoiding the necessity--she must go
again and meet him, and explain everything to him, and part with him.
What might he say, or make her do and say? She could not wound his
feelings by refusing, by letting him see that she shrank from him. She
felt that she must yield to him, not to hurt his feelings. A mingled
sense of sympathy and gratitude, and (though the word is so inadequate)
politeness, made it seem terrible to Margaret to withdraw from her
lover.
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