The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
“Let us hope that Margaret will come back often; and I am sure she
will always find her brother’s house a home,” said Lady Leslie, still
holding her hand and patting her shoulder kindly. All these words
came into her mind in a confusion which prevented her from realizing
what they meant. She saw Jean shake her head, and demand sadly how
that could be, if Ludovic were to sell the house, as he had just been
saying? But even this extraordinary suggestion did not wake Margaret’s
preoccupied mind. They all said “Hush!” looking at her. It was supposed
among them that the only one who would really suffer by the sale of
Earl’s-hall was Margaret, and that to hear of the idea would be more
than she could bear. But in her confused condition she took no notice
of anything. She did not seem to care for Earl’s-hall, or for the
family trouble, or for anything in the world except this strange thing
which absorbed her, and which none of them knew. The lamps and the
circle of faces were like a phantasmagoria before her eyes, a wreath
of white sparks in the darkness, all pale, all indistinct against the
dim background. Randal only became a little more real to her by dint of
what seemed to her the reproachful look he gave her. She thought it was
a reproachful look. He had seen her out-of-doors, though he had not
taken any notice of her. She remembered now that he had not even showed
her the civility of taking off his hat.
“He has no respect for me any more,” Margaret said to herself; and this
thought went deep, with a pang, to her very heart.
Bell was waiting for her in her room, where already her boxes were
packed, and most of her preparations made; and poor Margaret, her mind
all confused with a sense that what was supposed to occupy and engross
her was scarcely in her thoughts at all, gave herself up into the old
woman’s hard yet tender hands, as passive as a child, with all the ease
that perfect confidence gives. She was not afraid of Bell, nor did she
feel the guilt of keeping from her that uncomfortable secret which was
no happiness to her, poor child, and which she would so gladly have
pushed aside from her own mind had it been possible. “Eh, I wonder if
onybody will over take the pride in it that I have done,” Bell said,
taking down her young mistress’s hair, and letting it fall in long,
soft undulation of silky brown over her hands. She turned her head away
while she brushed, that no tear might drop upon it. “Na, naebody will
take the same pride in it as me: for I’ve been a’ ye’ve had to bring
ye up from a bairn, my bonnie, bonnie darlin’: and nae ither woman can
ever be that. It’s like taking the heart out o’ my breast to see you
turn your back on Earl’s-hall.”
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