The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
Margaret felt that she had to make an effort to retain the sadness that
she had kept round her like a mantle. How could she laugh? how could
she let them talk, and chime in with irrestrainable reply and remark,
when only such a little while ago--not yet a month ago?--she said to
herself. But when things had come so far as this, it was not to be
supposed that the little veil of natural sentiment could keep her eyes
always drooping. Her face began to glow again, to change from white to
red, and back into that delicate paleness which was habitual to her.
The clouds and the mists cleared away from her brown eyes. The scent
of the young birches, the plash of the water on the shore, the soft
shower of rain-drops now and then shaken out over their heads by some
mischievous breeze as they passed; the atmosphere so heavenly clear,
the sun so gay and friendly, beguiled her out of her trouble.
In grief, as in sickness, there is a moment when the burden is sensibly
lightened, the bonds relax for the first time. This moment came to
Margaret now. She was terrified to feel how light her heart was, and
what an involuntary glow of exhilaration had come over her. Nothing
had happened to make her glad. She was only rising again, in spite
of herself, into the beauty of the common day, into the light and
brightness of her youth. And indeed, but for the sense that she ought
not to be happy, Margaret might well have felt the well-being of the
moment enough for her. The fresh air, and the pleasant progress, and
all the beautiful sights around her, were brightened by Effie’s bright
countenance, full of smiles and delight, and by the other companion on
the box, who leaned over them to shower down a flood of comments upon
everything--comments which were generally amusing enough, and often
witty to Margaret’s simple ears. And even the self-contented comfort
of Jean, sitting well back in her corner, with her eau-de-cologne, her
purse, her little paper-knife, her novel lest the drive should get
dull, and Miss Grace’s anxious regret to have the best side, and desire
that some one would “change seats with her,” were full of fun, full of
amusement to the inexperienced girl. Nature betrayed her into laughter
now and then, into smiles between times.
It was only a month yet, not quite a month, since old Sir Ludovic died;
but was it Margaret’s fault that she was only eighteen? These four
weeks had lasted the length of generations. Now they were creeping into
their natural length again, into mornings and evenings, soft and swift
as the passage of the clouds. And the country was so fresh and sweet,
and all the world so amusing in its varied humors. Her heart came back
again into renewed life, with a little thrill and tremor of unconscious
yet half-guilty pleasure. She could not be churlish enough to close
herself up against all the seductions of nature and gentle persuasions
of her youth.
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