The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
Finding that there was nothing to be made of her, that she would
neither eat the plentiful fare on the table, nor admire the china in
the great open cupboards, nor make herself amiable in any way, Mrs.
Bellingham gave her a cup of warm tea and sent her to bed; where
Steward, with a little pity, deferring her mistress’s unpacking,
benevolently followed to help her to undress. They had put her into a
large, low, many-latticed room, with that mixture in it of venerable
mansion and homely cottage which is the dream of such rural houses; but
in the darkness made visible by two poor candles, even that was little
more cheerful than the dark parlor with its wainscot. At Earl’s-hall,
even in August, there might have been a little friendly fire to make a
stranger at home; but in “the South--!” How many a pang of cold have
we all supported in much warmer latitudes than England, for very shame
because of “the South!”
Naturally, however, Margaret could not sleep, though she was glad
to be alone. She kept her candle lighted, to bear her company with
something of a child’s dread of the darkness, and lay thinking with
eyes preternaturally awake, now that the tears had been all wept out.
She thought of everything--of Earl’s-hall, and the rhythm of the pines
which were not like that rainy melancholy _sough_, and of those
moments in the wood when she had gone out with her eyes just so hot
with tears unshed, and just such a fiery throbbing of pain in her
forehead, and choking in her throat. And oh, how kind _he_ had
been! he had not thought of himself, but only of comforting her. How he
had drawn her to him, made her lean upon him, taken off the weight of
her sorrow. How hard-hearted she had been to poor Rob, never thinking
of him all these days, glad to escape from the thought of him. And he
had been so kind! A great compunction came into her mind. How much he
had been mingled in the twist of her life at that time which of all
other times had been the most momentous in it! and how was it possible
that when that crisis was over her very fancy should have so fled from
him, her thoughts thrust him away? Poor Rob! and he had been so kind!
Margaret begged his pardon in her heart with great self-reproach, but
it did not occur to her to make him any amends. She had no desire to
call him back to her, to see him again, to write to him. Oh no! she
drew her breath hard, with a sudden panic: why should she write to him?
It was not necessary. She could not write at all a nice letter such as
would be a pleasure to any one. But the thought seemed to catch her
very breath, her heart began to thump again, and her brow to burn and
throb.
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