The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
Miss Leslie put her nose to the picture as if she would have kissed
it. She felt in the depths of her artless soul that this was her duty
to old Sir Ludovic, of whom poor Grace had known little enough for
twenty years before. The tear came quite easily, which she dried with
her white handkerchief, pressing it to her eyes. Not for anything in
the world would she have failed of this duty to her dearest papa. Jean
thought chiefly of crape, and was content with that way of expressing
her sentiments; but within the first year, within, indeed, the first
six months, to mention her father without the tear he had a right to,
would have been to Grace a cruel dereliction from natural duty. After
a twelve-month, when the family put off crape, it would no doubt cease
to be necessary--though always, she felt, a right thing--to pay that
tribute of tears.
Margaret stood by, and looked on with a dreary helplessness. She had
no tears for her father, no room for him even in her overladen and
guilty soul. And this she felt acutely, with a pang the more, feeling
as if all love had died out of her heart, and nothing but darkness and
confusion, and ingratitude and insensibility, was in her and about her.
She took up the picture with a slight shudder, as she touched it, and
put it away in the corner where hung the faded portrait of her mother’s
young lover.
This touch of contact with the story of one who had gone before her,
whom somehow--she scarcely knew how--she could not help identifying
with herself, gave her a little fanciful consolation. Margaret did not
long, as so many girls have done, to have a mother to flee to, and
in whom to confide all her troubles; but it seemed to her, in some
confused way, that it must have been but a previous chapter in her own
life, which had passed under this same roof, in this same house, twenty
years ago. She seemed almost dimly to recollect it, as she recollected
(but far more vividly) that time of folly in which she had “encouraged”
and “led on” Rob Glen.
It was better for her to obey Jean’s call, to go down-stairs and try
to forget it all, for a moment, than to stay here and drive herself
wild, wondering what he might do next, and what, oh what! it would
be necessary for her to do. Grace, who was a little disappointed not
to find her dissolved in tears, recommended that she should bathe
her eyes, and brought her some water, and took a great deal of pains
to obliterate the traces of weeping which did not exist. She tucked
Margaret’s hand under her arm, and patted it and held it fast.
“My poor darling!” she said, cooing over the unresponsive girl. Jean,
too, who was not given to much exhibition of feeling, received her,
when she came back, with something like tenderness.
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