The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
Curiously enough, Margaret’s first thought, when she woke in the
morning, was not of the picture nor of all the consequences which it
seemed to threaten. Sometimes the most trifling matter will thrust
itself in, before those giant cares, which generally wait by our
bedsides, to surprise us when we first open our eyes. And the first
thing she thought of, strangely enough, was Aubrey’s suggestion of
last night--Effie! What could he mean by it? Effie had been his own
companion, not Randal’s. Randal had not walked or talked with, or
sought any one, except-- It was very strange, indeed, how any one could
suppose that Effie-- He did not _know_ her. Of all the party, the
one he knew best was certainly herself. She must certainly be best
aware of what his feelings were--of what he had been thinking about!
It annoyed her to think that Aubrey should have so little perception,
should know so little about it, though Jean had such confidence in
him. There was a little irritation in her mind about this point, which
quite pushed to the front and made itself appear more important than it
was. She could not help making a little survey of the circumstances,
of all that had happened--and it had just occurred to her to recollect
the offer of service and help that Randal had made her. This had made
her half smile at the moment, and since then she had smiled more than
once at the idea that she could want his help. She had said, “Jean will
manage everything;” and yet he had said it with fervid meaning, with a
look of anxious concern.
Ah! she sprang up in her bed, and clasped her hands together. The
occasion had come; but she could not consult Randal, nor any one. She
must struggle through it by herself, as best she could, holding her
peace, saying nothing. That was the only safety for her. But Margaret
was surprised to find that when she turned the picture round again,
and looked at it trembling, as though it had been capable of doing her
bodily harm, she did not feel so much power in it as she had done the
day before. It did not sting her the second time. She looked at it
almost tranquilly, seeing in it no dreadful accuser, bringing before
her all her own past levity and folly, but only a memorial of a time
and a place which indeed made her heart beat with keen emotion and with
pain, but not with the overwhelming, sickening passion of misery which
had been like death to her last night.
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