The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
“Margaret, my own darling, where have you gone from me? Why do you not
send me a word in charity? It is three months since you went away! Is
it possible that in all that time you have never thought of me, nor
thought how miserable I was, deprived of you and of all knowledge of
you? You have put my love to a tremendous test, though it is strong
enough to bear that, and a great deal more. But oh, my love, don’t
make me so unhappy! Shake me off, you cannot; make me forget, you
cannot. My love is too tender and too constant to fail; but you can
make me very wretched, Margaret, and that is what you are doing. I
have waited and waited, and looked every day for a letter--the merest
little scrap would have made me happy. I knew you could not write often
or much; but one word, surely I might have had one word. I am just
finishing the drawing you liked, the view of Earl’s-hall, hoping that,
notwithstanding all changes, you may like it still, and that it may
remind you of the happy time when we first knew each other, when nobody
thought of parting us. Your dear old father would never have parted
us; he would have preferred your happiness to everything. He would
rather have chosen a loving husband to take care of his little Peggy,
than all the world could give her. Your brother thinks otherwise,
my darling, and I don’t blame him; but I know what old Sir Ludovic
would have thought. And you will not let them turn you against me, my
sweetest Margaret? you will not give me up because I am poor? That is
a thing I would scarcely believe, if you said it with your own dear
lips. Margaret Leslie give up her betrothed husband because he had
nothing! I never would believe it. But I know your delicate sense of
honor, my own dear girl. You do not like to write to me in secret for
the sake of the people you are living among. I understand how you feel,
and you are right-- I know you are right; but, my sweet love, remember
that to please them you are killing me, and I don’t feel that I can
bear it much longer. The silence is becoming too much; it is making an
end of me. One word--one sweet loving word, my own Margaret, just to
keep me alive! I feel that I am getting desperate. If I do not have
one word from you I cannot answer for myself, even if it be for my own
destruction: if I do not hear of you, I must come and see you. I must
get sight of you. Three months without a word--without a message, is
enough to kill any one who loves as I do. I say to myself, she cannot
have forgotten me, she cannot have forsaken me, she is too true, too
faithful to her word; and then another day comes, and I get desperate.
Half a dozen times I have been ready to start off to go after you, to
watch about your house, only to get a glimpse of you. Write to me, my
Margaret, put me out of my misery--only one word--!”
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