The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of FifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Primrose Path: A Chapter in the Annals of the Kingdom of Fife
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fife (Scotland) -- Fiction
“No half strong enough,” said Jeanie. “I wouldna gie him back, no a
brass farden.” Then she paused, and her countenance changed again--that
scarcely perceptible darkening, paling, came over it, and this time
she spoke quickly, with a little almost impatient determination, as
if resolved not to allow herself any more to be crushed and silenced
by herself. “Faither,” she said, “you’ll ken he’s come back. Have you
heard anything of Rob Glen?”
“Not a word, Jeanie, no a word. I thought that was what you were coming
to tell me.”
There was a pause-- Jeanie said nothing. She turned her face away, and
made believe to look out at the dim little window, while the cobbler,
with the delicacy of a prince, turned in the other direction that he
might not seem to watch her.
“It’s a long time since the lad has been hame,” he said, with a slight
tremor in his voice. “He will have many things to take him up; and his
mother--his mother’s a proud woman; he knows neither you nor me would
welcome him against the will o’ his ain folk.”
“It’s no that, faither,” said Jeanie, with a low sound like a sob,
which escaped her unawares. “It’s no that. The like of that is nothing.
Am I one that would judge a hard judgment? It’s no that.”
“You would never mean it, Jeanie, my bonnie woman; but when the heart
is troubled the judgment’s n’ ajee. You maun possess your soul in
patience; maist things come right one way or anither to them that will
wait.”
Jeanie gave a weary sigh, the light dying out of her face. She kept
gazing out of the little window, in a strained attitude, with the tears
unseen, blinding her eyes. “It was just that I came for,” she said,
“to see if you could tell me what to do. He has made great friends,
I kenna how, with our Miss Margaret, and he’s coming to Earl’s-ha’;
maybe I’ll have to open the door till him, maybe I’ll have to show
him up the stair--to say Sir till him, and never let on he’s onything
to me.” Here a sob once more broke the hurrying current of Jeanie’s
words. “What will I do, faither--what will I do?” she cried, with an
intense undertone of pain, which made the words tragical in their
simplicity--smiling Jeanie, so fair and friendly, turning all at once
into a tragic representation (for the millionth time) of disappointed
love, and that aching loss which by reason of some lingering
possibility of redemption for it, is more hard to bear than despair.
“My bonnie woman!” said the cobbler; the same ring of pain was in his
voice; but the very delicacy of his sympathy, and its acuteness, kept
him silent. He made another pause: “Jeanie, my lass,” he said, “in a’
the trials o’ this life I’ve found that true that was said to them that
were first sent out to preach the Word. God’s awfu’ good, to give us
the same for the common need as is for the divine. ‘Tak’ nae thought
in that hour what ye will say.’ That’s aye the guide as long as you’re
innocent of harm. It will be put into your mouth what is best.”
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