'I see a tub, and a heap of musty straw, and a withered apple, and a
ray of sunlight coming through a hole in the middle of the roof and
shining on your head, and making all the place look a curious dusky
brown. I think you had better drop it, princess, and go down to the
nursery, like a good girl.'
'But don't you hear my grandmother talking to me?' asked Irene, almost
crying.
'No. I hear the cooing of a lot of pigeons. If you won't come down, I
will go without you. I think that will be better anyhow, for I'm sure
nobody who met us would believe a word we said to them. They would
think we made it all up. I don't expect anybody but my own father and
mother to believe me. They know I wouldn't tell a story.'
'And yet you won't believe me, Curdie?' expostulated the princess, now
fairly crying with vexation and sorrow at the gulf between her and
Curdie.
'No. I can't, and I can't help it,' said Curdie, turning to leave the
room.
'What SHALL I do, grandmother?' sobbed the princess, turning her face
round upon the lady's bosom, and shaking with suppressed sobs.
'You must give him time,' said her grandmother; 'and you must be
content not to be believed for a while. It is very hard to bear; but I
have had to bear it, and shall have to bear it many a time yet. I will
take care of what Curdie thinks of you in the end. You must let him go
now.'
'You're not coming, are you?' asked Curdie.
'No, Curdie; my grandmother says I must let you go. Turn to the right
when you get to the bottom of all the stairs, and that will take you to
the hall where the great door is.'
'Oh! I don't doubt I can find my way--without you, princess, or your
old grannie's thread either,' said Curdie quite rudely.
'Oh, Curdie! Curdie!'
'I wish I had gone home at once. I'm very much obliged to you, Irene,
for getting me out of that hole, but I wish you hadn't made a fool of
me afterwards.'
He said this as he opened the door, which he left open, and, without
another word, went down the stair. Irene listened with dismay to his
departing footsteps. Then turning again to the lady:
'What does it all mean, grandmother?' she sobbed, and burst into fresh
tears.
'It means, my love, that I did not mean to show myself. Curdie is not
yet able to believe some things. Seeing is not believing--it is only
seeing. You remember I told you that if Lootie were to see me, she
would rub her eyes, forget the half she saw, and call the other half
nonsense.'
'Yes; but I should have thought Curdie--'
'You are right. Curdie is much farther on than Lootie, and you will
see what will come of it. But in the meantime you must be content, I
say, to be misunderstood for a while. We are all very anxious to be
understood, and it is very hard not to be. But there is one thing much
more necessary.'
'What is that, grandmother?'
'To understand other people.'
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