London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Her mirth was contagious; it gave Hyacinth the audacity to say to her,
“I would trust _you_, if you did!” though he felt, the next minute,
that this was even a more familiar speech than if he had said he
wouldn’t trust her.
“It comes, then, to the same thing,” the Princess went on. “She would
not show herself with me in public if I were not respectable. If you
knew more about me you would understand what has led me to turn my
attention to the great social question. It is a long story, and the
details wouldn’t interest you; but perhaps some day, if we have more
talk, you will put yourself a little in my place. I am very serious,
you know; I am not amusing myself with peeping and running away. I am
convinced that we are living in a fool’s paradise, that the ground is
heaving under our feet.”
“It’s not the ground, my dear; it’s you that are turning somersaults,”
Madame Grandoni interposed.
“Ah, you, my friend, you have the happy faculty of believing what you
like to believe. I have to believe what I see.”
“She wishes to throw herself into the revolution, to guide it, to
enlighten it,” Madame Grandoni said to Hyacinth, speaking now with
imperturbable gravity.
“I am sure she could direct it in any sense she would wish!” the young
man responded, in a glow. The pure, high dignity with which the
Princess had just spoken, and which appeared to cover a suppressed
tremor of passion, set Hyacinth’s pulses throbbing, and though he
scarcely saw what she meant—her aspirations seeming so vague—her tone,
her voice, her wonderful face, showed that she had a generous soul.
She answered his eager declaration with a serious smile and a
melancholy head-shake. “I have no such pretensions, and my good old
friend is laughing at me. Of course that is very easy; for what, in
fact, can be more absurd, on the face of it, than for a woman with a
title, with diamonds, with a carriage, with servants, with a position,
as they call it, to sympathise with the upward struggles of those who
are below? ‘Give all that up, and we’ll believe you,’ you have a right
to say. I am ready to give them up the moment it will help the cause; I
assure you that’s the least difficulty. I don’t want to teach, I want
to learn; and, above all, I want to know _à quoi m’en tenir_. Are we on
the eve of great changes, or are we not? Is everything that is
gathering force, underground, in the dark, in the night, in little
hidden rooms, out of sight of governments and policemen and idiotic
‘statesmen’—heaven save them!—is all this going to burst forth some
fine morning and set the world on fire? Or is it to sputter out and
spend itself in vain conspiracies, be dissipated in sterile heroisms
and abortive isolated movements? I want to know _à quoi m’en tenir_,”
she repeated, fixing her visitor with more brilliant eyes, as if he
could tell her on the spot. Then, suddenly, she added in a totally
different tone, “Excuse me, I have an idea you speak French. Didn’t
Captain Sholto tell me so?”
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