London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
One day, when Hyacinth came home from his work, Pinnie announced to him
as soon as he entered the room that her ladyship had been there to look
at it—to pass judgment before the last touches were conferred. The
dressmaker intimated that in such a case as that her judgment was
rather wild, and she had made an embarrassing suggestion about pockets.
Whatever could poor Miss Muniment want of pockets, and what had she to
put in them? But Lady Aurora had evidently found the garment far beyond
anything she expected, and she had been more affable than ever, and had
wanted to know about every one in the Place; not in a meddling, prying
way, either, like some of those upper-class visitors, but quite as if
the poor people were the high ones and she was afraid her curiosity
might be ‘presumptious’. It was in the same discreet spirit that she
had invited Amanda to relate her whole history, and had expressed an
interest in the career of her young friend.
“She said you had charming manners,” Miss Pynsent hastened to remark;
“but, before heaven, Hyacinth Robinson, I never mentioned a scrap that
it could give you pain that any one should talk about.” There was an
heroic explicitness in this, on Pinnie’s part, for she knew in advance
just how Hyacinth would look at her—fixedly, silently, hopelessly, as
if she were still capable of tattling horribly (with the idea that her
revelations would increase her importance), and putting forward this
hollow theory of her supreme discretion to cover it up. His eyes seemed
to say, ‘How can I believe you, and yet how can I prove you are lying?
I am very helpless, for I can’t prove that without applying to the
person to whom your incorrigible folly has probably led you to brag, to
throw out mysterious and tantalising hints. You know, of course, that I
would never condescend to that.’ Pinnie suffered, acutely, from this
imputation; yet she exposed herself to it often, because she could
never deny herself the pleasure, keener still than her pain, of letting
Hyacinth know that he was appreciated, admired and, for those ‘charming
manners’ commended by Lady Aurora, even wondered at; and this kind of
interest always appeared to imply a suspicion of his secret—something
which, when he expressed to himself the sense of it, he called,
resenting it at once and yet finding a certain softness in it, ‘a
beastly _attendrissement_’. When Pinnie went on to say to him that Lady
Aurora appeared to feel a certain surprise at his never yet having come
to Belgrave Square for the famous books, he reflected that he must
really wait upon her without more delay, if he wished to keep up his
reputation for charming manners; and meanwhile he considered much the
extreme oddity of this new phase of his life (it had opened so
suddenly, from one day to the other); a phase in which his society
should have become indispensable to ladies of high rank and the
obscurity of his condition only an attraction the more. They were
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