London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
in the enjoyment of involuntary leisure—narrating the vainest
peregrinations in search of a job, the cruelest rebuffs, the most vivid
anecdotes of the insolence of office. They made Hyacinth uncomfortably
conscious, at times, that if _he_ should be out of work it would be
wholly by his own fault; that he had in his hand a bread-winning tool
on which he might absolutely count. He was also aware, however, that
his position in this little band of malcontents (it was little only if
measured by the numbers that were gathered together on any one
occasion; he liked to think it was large in its latent possibilities,
its mysterious ramifications and affiliations) was peculiar and
distinguished; it would be favourable if he had the kind of energy and
assurance that would help him to make use of it. He had an intimate
conviction—the proof of it was in the air, in the sensible facility of
his footing at the ‘Sun and Moon’—that Eustache Poupin had taken upon
himself to disseminate the anecdote of his origin, of his mother’s
disaster; in consequence of which, as the victim of social infamy, of
heinous laws, it was conceded to him that he had a larger account to
settle even than most. He was _ab ovo_ a revolutionist, and that
balanced against his smart neckties, a certain suspicious security that
was perceived in him as to the _h_ (he had had from his earliest years
a natural command of it), and the fact that he possessed the sort of
hand on which there is always a premium—an accident somehow to be
guarded against in a thorough-going system of equality. He never
challenged Poupin on the subject, for he owed the Frenchman too much to
reproach him with any officious step that was meant in kindness; and
moreover his fellow-labourer at old Crookenden’s had said to him, as if
to anticipate such an impugnment of his discretion, “Remember, my
child, that I am incapable of drawing aside any veil that you may have
preferred to drop over your lacerated personality. Your moral dignity
will always be safe with me. But remember at the same time that among
the disinherited there is a mystic language which dispenses with
proofs—a freemasonry, a reciprocal divination; they understand each
other with half a word.” It was with half a word, then, in Bloomsbury,
that Hyacinth had been understood; but there was a certain delicacy
within him that forbade him to push his advantage, to treat
implications of sympathy, none the less definite for being roundabout,
as steps in the ladder of success. He had no wish to be a leader
because his mother had murdered her lover and died in penal servitude:
these circumstances recommended intentness but they also suggested
modesty. When the gathering at the ‘Sun and Moon’ was at its best, and
its temper seemed really an earnest of what was the basis of all its
calculations—that the people was only a sleeping lion, already
breathing shorter and beginning to stretch its limbs—at these hours,
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