London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Do you stay in town, like this, at such a season, on purpose to attend
to your work?” the Princess asked; and there was something archly
rueful in the tone in which she made this inquiry, as if it cost her
just a pang to find that in taking such a line she herself had not been
so original as she hoped. “Mr Robinson has told me about your big house
in Belgrave Square—you must let me come and see you there. Nothing
would make me so happy as that you should allow me to help you a
little—how little soever. Do you like to be helped, or do you like to
go alone? Are you very independent, or do you need to look up, to
cling, to lean upon some one? Excuse me if I ask impertinent questions;
we speak that way—rather, you know—in Rome, where I have spent a large
part of my life. That idea of your being there alone in your great dull
house, with all your charities and devotions, makes a kind of picture
in my mind; it’s quaint and touching, like something in some English
novel. Englishwomen are so accomplished, are they not? I am really a
foreigner, you know, and though I have lived here a while it takes one
some time to find those things out _au juste_. Therefore, is your work
for the people only one of your occupations, or is it everything, does
it absorb your whole life? That’s what I should like it to be for me!
Do your family like you to throw yourself into all this, or have you
had to brave a certain amount of ridicule? I dare say you have; that’s
where you English are strong, in braving ridicule. They have to do it
so often, haven’t they? I don’t know whether I could do it. I never
tried; but with you I would brave anything. Are your family clever and
sympathetic? No? the kind of thing that one’s family generally is? Ah,
well, dear lady, we must make a little family together. Are you
encouraged or disgusted? Do you go on doggedly, or have you any faith,
any great idea, that lifts you up? Are you religious, now, _par
exemple?_ Do you do your work in connection with any ecclesiasticism,
any missions, or priests or sisters? I’m a Catholic, you know—but so
little! I shouldn’t mind in the least joining hands with any one who is
really doing anything. I express myself awkwardly, but perhaps you know
what I mean. Possibly you don’t know that I am one of those who believe
that a great social cataclysm is destined to take place, and that it
can’t make things worse than they are already. I believe, in a word, in
the people doing something for themselves (the others will never do
anything for them), and I am quite willing to help them. If that shocks
you I shall be immensely disappointed, because there is something in
the impression you make on me that seems to say that you haven’t the
usual prejudices, and that if certain things were to happen you
wouldn’t be afraid. You are shy, are you not?—but you are not timorous.
I suppose that if you thought the inequalities and oppressions and
miseries which now exist were a necessary part of life, and were going
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account