London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I think you would say so if you had ever been in the mines. Yes, in
the mines, where the filthy coal is dug out. That’s where my father
came from—he was working in the pit when he was a child of ten. He
never had a day’s schooling in his life; but he climbed up out of his
black hole into daylight and air, and he invented a machine, and he
married my mother, who came out of Durham, and (by her people) out of
the pits and misery too. My father had no great figure, but _she_ was
magnificent—the finest woman in the country, and the bravest, and the
best. She’s in her grave now, and I couldn’t go to look at it even if
it were in the nearest churchyard. My father was as black as the coal
he worked in: I know I’m just his pattern, barring that _he_ did have
his legs, when the liquor hadn’t got into them. But between him and my
mother, for grand, high intelligence there wasn’t much to choose. But
what’s the use of brains if you haven’t got a backbone? My poor father
had even less of that than I, for with me it’s only the body that can’t
stand up, and with him it was the spirit. He discovered a kind of
wheel, and he sold it, at Bradford, for fifteen pounds: I mean the
whole right of it, and every hope and pride of his family. He was
always straying, and my mother was always bringing him back. She had
plenty to do, with me a puny, ailing brat from the moment I opened my
eyes. Well, one night he strayed so far that he never came back; or
only came back a loose, bloody bundle of clothes. He had fallen into a
gravel-pit; he didn’t know where he was going. That’s the reason my
brother will never touch so much as you could wet your finger with, and
that I only have a drop once a week or so, in the way of a
strengthener. I take what her ladyship brings me, but I take no more.
If she could have come to us before my mother went, that would have
been a saving! I was only nine when my father died, and I’m three years
older than Paul. My mother did for us with all her might, and she kept
us decent—if such a useless little mess as me can be said to be decent.
At any rate, she kept me alive, and that’s a proof she was handy. She
went to the wash-tub, and she might have been a queen, as she stood
there with her bare arms in the foul linen and her long hair braided on
her head. She was terrible handsome, but he would have been a bold man
that would have taken upon himself to tell her so. And it was from her
we got our education—she was determined we should rise above the
common. You might have thought, in her position, that she couldn’t go
into such things; but she was a rare one for keeping you at your book.
She could hold to her idea when my poor father couldn’t; and her idea,
for us, was that Paul should get learning and should look after me. You
can see for yourself that that’s what has come about. How he got it is
more than I can say, as we never had a penny to pay for it; and of
course my mother’s cleverness wouldn’t have been of much use if he
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