It is impossible, my dear Madam, for me to describe what I suffered
from this woman for more than six weeks, during which she kept me
chained in this way--at one time entreating me, the next moment
kicking me, and throwing me down. I had no peace--my life became a
burden to me, and I often entreated her, in mercy, to put an end to my
sufferings. I also had my paroxysms of rage, and would then spurn her,
spit at her, and do every thing I could, and say all that I could
imagine, to show my hatred and contempt. At other times I was sullen,
and that always annoyed her. She would bear my reproaches
patiently--bear any thing, so long as I would talk; but if I remained
obstinately silent, then, in a short time, her fury would break forth.
I pitied her, notwithstanding her ill-treatment, for the woman did
love me (after her own fashion) most intensely.
It was on the seventh week of my confinement on the chain, that one
morning very early, as I was lying in the tobacco-shed, for she had
turned me out of the cabin, I perceived among the trees, which were
about three hundred yards from the cabin, two Indians, in what is
called their war-paint, which is a sign that they were on a hostile
excursion. I remained perfectly quiet, and well concealed, that I
might watch them. The convicts had more than once told me that the
Indians would attack us, in consequence of an insult which my mistress
had offered to their chief, with whom her husband had been so
friendly; and when they stated what had passed, I agreed with them
that they would not fail to resent the insult as soon as they could. I
had therefore always been on the look-out, but had never seen any
Indians before. My mistress, to whom I had, in our days of sweet
converse, spoken about them, always laughed at the idea of their
attacking her, and said that they might come if they liked. She had
made every preparation for them, as she had loop-holes stuffed up with
moss just below the roof of the cabin, from which you could fire down
upon them till they were within four yards of the cabin, and other
loop-holes, from which you might shoot them when close to; the window
and door were impregnable, and provided that we were once in the
cabin, there was no doubt but that a serious, if not effectual,
resistance might be made. That the Indians were reconnoitring the
cabin was evident, and that they did not do so for nothing was equally
certain. After a while, during which I made out six of them, they fell
back in the wood, and disappeared. The dog at that moment came out to
me, and it was probably the sight of the dog which made them retreat,
as they feared that he would have given notice of their being so close
to us. I waited till the convicts came out, and then I went into the
cabin, and said,
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