The clergyman stood near the east window to give the blessing with a
side light slanting across his white surplice, and a thought darted
into Caroline's mind, turning her hot from head to foot--Why, that was
just how the Vicar would stand with the bride and bridegroom before him
at the altar-rails in three weeks' time! And a vision of Laura in her
veil beside Wilson's broad, strong figure gave her a queer, unhappy
feeling of irritation and pain; yet somehow she wanted to indulge the
pain--to press it in upon her senses by dwelling on it.
Then her healthier instincts suddenly revolted. "It's nothing to me.
I aren't jealous of another girl getting married! I could be married
myself to-morrow if that's all." But deep within her she felt it was
not all; so rising abruptly she went out, not looking again at the
chancel.
Miss Ethel came forth more deliberately, nodding to one here and there
among the townspeople as she passed under the porch into the cool
evening, but her salutations were not acknowledged with the appearance
of gratification or respect which she had seen accorded to her parents
years ago--young people from shops and post-offices nodded off-handedly
back, or at most gave a somewhat condescending "Good evening, Miss
Wilson," feeling in their confident youth and independence that it was
they who had done her the favour.
It was all so different; that constant burden of her thoughts---- And
as she walked home through the end of the sunset, the forlorn
restlessness of the cat turned out of its basket and forced to wander
in cold, strange places seized upon her again. She could not formulate
her unease excepting by that one phrase: it was all so different.
When she reached home, Mrs. Bradford looked up with a sort of solid
expectancy: "Well, did you have a good sermon?"
"I suppose so. The Vicar was not there. The man we had explained to
us that there was no heaven and no God, so I suppose he was very
clever."
Mrs. Bradford stared, then relaxed comfortably into her cushions once
more. "Oh, you mean he held those new views about religion," she said.
"I have just been reading a novel that has something about that in it.
Was he young? I always like a young preacher, because their voices are
generally stronger and you can hear better."
Miss Ethel had gone to the window and now stood there, looking out.
The eyebrow which was affected a little by emotion or excitement gave a
slight twitch occasionally and her lips were pressed close together.
She saw the little flag on the roof over the privet hedge hanging quiet
on the still air, and it added to her sense of being conquered by those
forces which had been creeping on steadily, bit by bit, until she could
not ignore them any more than the new houses.
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