"Come!" said Wilson, putting his arm round Caroline's waist, on the
impulse of the moment. "Let's dance these last few bars. It is all
over."
All over---- It was curious how the words echoed in his own mind as he
circled round faster and faster. He would not be dancing with little
girls on the Thorhaven promenade any more after to-night. He would be
a married man when the next Gala took place--ranged, respected; and
though he felt a deep affection for Laura, he knew it was not on that
altar alone that he had sacrificed his freedom. His wife's fortune
would also just lift him above the dead-level where opportunities are
very few, into the region where a clever and enterprising man with
ambition is certain to find many; but he was sufficiently fond of Laura
to make the prospect of matrimony with her agreeable, though he was not
what is called a marrying man.
But a bridegroom of his type is bound to have regrets, unless in the
thrall of an engrossing passion; and to-night Wilson felt these
misgivings more acutely than he had done since his engagement--perhaps
because the loss of bachelor freedom was getting so near. Therefore
his dance with Caroline--though such a trivial matter in itself--was
not simply a dance, but a last fling: and he felt a ridiculous desire
to call out to the band to go on when he heard them stopping, so as to
prolong something in his own life which he knew to be nearly at an end.
He did not do so, of course; and the performers at once began to pack
up, thankfully looking forward to warmth and bed. Wilson and Caroline
chanced to stop dancing near the turnstile leading on to the cliff, so
they went out that way, which was near his lodgings, and equally
convenient for her to reach the Cottage. One or two couples passed out
just before them, but Caroline and Wilson were the last, and when they
stepped into the clayey ground at the beginning of the cliff path, they
seemed to plunge all at once into absolute darkness.
"Careful!" cried Wilson sharply. "You'll be over the cliff in a
minute, if you don't look out." And he put his hand through her arm.
The sea gleamed very faintly under the black sky as they turned their
backs on it and walked cautiously along the uneven path leading to the
main road. At the corner she stood still and withdrew her arm. "I can
manage all right now. It was so dark under the shadow of that wall.
Good night."
"Oh no. I can't let you go home alone. You would be walking into a
fence or spraining your ankle over a stone heap before you got to the
Cottage," he answered. "Come on." And he took her arm again. "There!
You see you are stumbling already."
She had trodden carelessly, disturbed by his touch, and she felt his
grasp strengthen--then felt some instinct in herself fighting against
it. "No. I'll go alone. I can quite well. I'd rather. I hate
bringing you so far out of your way." She spoke in short phrases,
nervously.
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