"I can see he's got hold of you," said Mrs. Creddle anxiously. "Oh
dear! I don't know what I am to do. I daren't tell your uncle, for
there's no saying what that would lead to. But you must be fond," she
continued, exasperated, "if you think he really wants to make you his
wife. Just fancy your marrying a relation of Miss Ethel's! Why, she'd
fall down dead on the spot!"
"That wouldn't stop me," said Caroline grimly. "Lots of matches far
more unequal than that come off nowadays. But you may make your mind
easy. I aren't going to marry him--and I aren't going to behave in the
way you seem to be afraid of, either. Only I'll just tell you this,
aunt--I can never, never feel the same to you again after what you've
said."
"Well, I can't help it!" answered Mrs. Creddle. "You'll come to thank
me some day, Carrie, and I suppose I shall have to wait for that." All
the same, the good woman's lip was trembling.
But Caroline, angry and dry-eyed, went to the door and called in a
shrill voice: "Winnie! Winnie! Are you ready?"
* * * * * *
Once outside, however, in the broad evening light, with the cool wind
from the sea touching her face and the colours of the girls' bright
dresses on the road growing faint, like flowers in a garden at sunset,
Caroline began to feel somewhat less bitterly towards Mrs. Creddle.
She remembered that her aunt had been in service as a girl, and that no
self-respecting maid-servant of those days would have walked out late
at night with a man who was a relative of their mistress, nor would any
decent-living gentleman have suggested such a thing. But Aunt Creddle
forgot that she was a business girl--self-poised, making her own
position in the world as she chose.
Still her pride continued to smart even when she reached the little
Thorhaven picture house. She sat down in the semi-darkness and fixed
her eyes mechanically on the screen before her, but very little of
Winnie's clear happiness communicated itself to her. After a while,
however, she did begin to feel less miserable, because no one can be
the cause of that rippling joy in a delighted child without being
touched by it a little. But her main feeling was relief. At last she
was free to be as utterly wretched as she liked. No one could peer
into her mind as she sat there, apparently enjoying herself; she was
wrapped in a secrecy so deep that no human being could touch even the
fringe of what she was thinking about, for Winnie's remarks were only
like the chirp of a bird on the window-sill when the window is closed.
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