Tom's words still rankled. Betty's temper flared up belligerently as she
recalled them. He had evidently meant to insinuate that Charley had lied
outright when he told her the motive for the attack, and he had followed
it up by that covert slur on his character. Charley's devotion was the
thing that redeemed the dull monotony of existence. She became suddenly
humble and tenderly penitent in her mood toward him; he loved her much
better than she deserved, and she suspected that her own attitude had
been habitually ungenerous and selfish. She had accepted all and yielded
nothing. She wondered gravely why it was she did not love him; she was
fond of him--she was very, very fond of him; she wondered if after all,
as he said, this were not the beginning of love, the beginning of that
deeper feeling which she was not sure she understood, not sure she
should ever experience.
The thought of Charley's unwavering affection gave her a great sense of
peace; it was something to have inspired such devotion, she could
never be quite desperate while she had him. She must try to make him
understand how possible an ideal friendship was between them, how
utterly impossible anything else. She would like to have seen Charley
happily married to some nice girl--“I wonder whom!” thought Betty,
gazing deep into the night through her drooping lashes. She considered
possible candidates for the happiness she herself seemed so willing to
forego, but for one reason or another dismissed them all. “I am not sure
I should care to see him marry,” she confessed under her breath. “It
would spoil everything. Men are much nicer than girls!” And Charley
possessed distinguished merits as a man; he was not to be too hastily
disposed of, even for his own good. She viewed him in his various
aspects, his character and disposition came under her critical survey.
Nature had given the young planter a handsome presence; wealth and
position had come to him as fortuitously. The first of these was no
great matter, perhaps; Betty herself was sometimes burdened with a sense
of possession, but family was indispensable.
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