She liked Charley; she needed some one to take care of her and her
belongings, and he needed her. It was best for them both that she should
marry him. True she might have gone back to Judith Ferris; that would
have been one solution of her difficulties. Why hadn't she thought of
doing this before? Of course, Charley would have followed her East.
Charley met the ordinary duties and responsibilities of his position
somewhat recklessly; it was only where she was concerned that he became
patiently determined.
“I suppose the end would have been the same there as here,” thought
Betty.
A moment later she found herself wondering if Charley had told
Carrington yet; certainly the Kentuckian would not remain at Thicket
Point when he knew. She was sure she wished him to leave not Thicket
Point merely, but the neighborhood. She did not wish to see him
again--not see him again--not see him again--She found herself repeating
the words over and over; they shaped themselves into a dreadful refrain.
A nameless terror of the future swept in upon her. She was cold and
sick. It was as though an icy hand was laid upon her heart. The words
ran on in endless repetition--not see him again--they held the very soul
of tragedy for her, yet she was roused to passionate protest. She
must not think of him, he was nothing to her. She was to be married to
another man, even now she was almost a wife--but battle as she might the
struggle went on.
There was the sound of a step on the path. Betty turned, supposing it to
be Tom; but it was not Tom, it was Carrington himself who stood before
her, his face haggard and drawn. She uttered an involuntary exclamation
and shrank away from him. Without a word he stepped to her side and took
her hands rather roughly.
For a moment there was silence between them, Betty stared up into his
face with wide scared eyes, while he gazed down at her as if he would
fasten something on his mind that must never be forgotten. Suddenly
he lifted her soft cold hands to his lips and kissed them passionately
again and again; then he held them in his own against his cheek, his
glance still fixed intently upon her; it held something of bitterness
and reproach, but now she kept her eyes under their quivering lids from
him.
“What am I to do without you?”--his voice was almost a whisper. “What is
this thing you have done?” Betty's heart was beating with dull sickening
throbs, but she dared not trust herself to answer him. He took both her
hands in one of his, and, slipping the other under her chin, raised her
face so that he could look into her eyes; then he put his arm loosely
about her, holding her hands against his breast. “If I could have had
one moment out of all the years for my own--only one. I am glad you
don't care, dear; it hurts when you reach the end of something that has
been all your hope and filled all your days. I have come to say good-by,
Betty; this is the last time I shall see you. I am going away.”
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