The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 3 (of 3)Duchess
Science
The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Duchess
Science fiction
With Ella’s card a little line had come too. Mr. Wyndham was coming down
by the afternoon train, to see to something for Crosby, who had written
to him from Carlsbad, and he hoped to call at the Cottage before his
return. Ella reads and re-reads the little note. The afternoon train
comes in at one o’clock. It is now after twelve. Soon he will be here!
How kind he is to her! How good! And to remember that Christmas card!
She had heard Susan and Betty talking of Christmas cards, and they had
sent her one, each of them, and Carew had sent one, too. They also were
kind, so kind; but that Mr. Wyndham should remember her, with all his
other friends to think of!
Alone in this dear garden, with no one to hear or see her, she gives way
to her mood. Miss Manning has gone up to Dublin to spend her Christmas
Day with an old friend, urged thereto by Ella, who, indeed, wished to be
alone after her post had come. Now she can walk about here, and speak to
her own heart without interruption, Mrs. Denis being engaged in that
intellectual game called ‘words’ with her husband. Oh, how happy she
feels—how extraordinarily happy! She laughs aloud, and, lifting her
arms, crosses them with lazy delight behind her head, and amongst the
warm furs that encircle her neck. This action draws her head
backwards—her eyes upwards——
Upwards! To the top of the wall on that far distant corner. There her
eyes rest as if transfixed, and then grow frozen in this awful horror
that has come to her. Where is the happiness now in the eyes—the young,
glad joy?
She stands as if stricken into stone, staring into a face that is
staring back at her.
On the wall close to the old tree, from which she loves to look into the
Rectory garden and wave a handkerchief to the children there to come to
her, sits Moore, the man from whom she had fled; the man whom she dreads
most of all things upon earth; the man who wanted to marry her!
Oh dear, dear Heaven, is all her good time ended? Such a little, little
time, too—such a transient gleam of light—and all so black behind it!
Like a flash her life spreads itself out before her. What a childhood!
Unmothered, unloved! What a cold, terrible girlhood! and then a few
short months of quiet rest and calm, and now again the old, hideous
misery.
It seems impossible for her to remove her eyes from those above her—to
move in any way. Her brain grows at last confused, and only three words
seem to be clear—to din themselves with a cruel persistency in her ears:
‘All is over! All is over!’
They have neither sense nor meaning to her in her present state, but
still they go on repeating themselves: ‘All is over! All, all, all is
over!’
The man has caught a branch of the tree now, and with a certain
activity, considering the squareness and the bulk of his body, has swung
himself into it, and so on to the ground.
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