The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 3 (of 3)Duchess
Science
The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Duchess
Science fiction
‘I did not know,’ says she faintly. ‘I—even now it seems impossible.
Don’t!’ as he makes a movement towards her. ‘Don’t misunderstand me. I
know now’—her voice breaking a little—‘that it might have been. But what
is impossible’—her young voice growing rounder, fuller, and unutterably
wretched—‘is that I should marry you.’
‘You think because——’
But she sweeps his words aside.
‘It is useless,’ says she, with a strength strange in one so few miles
advanced upon life’s roadway, until one remembers how sad and eventful
those few miles she has trodden have been—how full of miserable
knowledge, how full of the cruel lesson—how to bear! ‘I am nobody, less
than nobody. And you—are somebody. Do you think I would consent to ruin
your life—the life of the only one who has—who has ever stood my
friend?’
‘This gratitude is absurd!’ he breaks in eagerly. ‘What have I done for
you? Let you the Cottage at a fair rental!’
‘Ah, no!’ There is irrepressible sadness in her air. She struggles with
herself, holding her hands against her eyes for a little while—pressing
them hard, as if to keep down her emotion. ‘I won’t—I can’t go into it,’
says she brokenly. ‘But when I forget—Mr. Wyndham’—she turns upon him
passionately—‘never ask me that question again. Nothing on earth would
induce me to link my name with yours.’ She pauses, and a hot blush
covers her face. ‘My name!’—she repeats her words with determination,
though he can see how the determination hurts her—‘I have no name.’
‘That is all the more reason why you should take mine,’ breaks he in
hotly.
‘And so destroy it. I shall not, indeed,’ says the girl firmly. Her
firmness is costing her a good deal. It causes Wyndham absolute physical
suffering to see the pallor of her face, the trembling of her slight
form. But that he can shake her decision seems improbable. Something in
her face takes him back to that terrible hour in which he first saw her,
when with pale face and undaunted spirit she accepted the chance of
death. Her voice, even in this hour of renunciation of all that she
holds dearest, rings clear. ‘Do you think I would requite all your
kindness to me by being the cause of your disinheritance by your uncle?
Do you think Lord Shangarry would ever forgive your marriage with a
woman of whom no one knows anything—not even her parentage?’
‘I am willing to risk all that.’
‘But I’—slowly—‘am not.’
‘Ella, if you loved me——’
‘Ah!’ A cry breaks from her, a cry that betrays her secret, and
convinces him of her love for him. It is full of exquisite pain, and
seems to wound her. Is it not because she loves him that—— ‘Well, then,’
says she miserably, ‘say I do not. Think I do not.’
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