The Prose Works of Percy Bysshe Shelley, Vol. 1 [of 2]Shelley, Percy Bysshe
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The Prose Works of Percy Bysshe Shelley, Vol. 1 [of 2]
Shelley, Percy Bysshe
English prose literature
She thought upon the future state--she thought upon the arguments
of Zastrozzi against the existence of a Deity: her inmost soul now
acknowledged their falsehood, and she shuddered as she reflected that
her condition was irretrievable.
Resistless horror revelled through her bosom: in an intensity of
racking thought she rapidly paced the apartment; at last, overpowered,
she sank upon a sofa.
At last the tumultuous passions, exhausted by their own violence,
subsided: the storm, which so lately had agitated Matilda’s soul,
ceased: a serene calm succeeded, and sleep quickly overcame her
faculties.
Confused visions flitted in Matilda’s imagination whilst under the
influence of sleep; at last they assumed a settled shape.
Strangely brilliant and silvery clouds seemed to flit before her sight:
celestial music, enchanting as the harmony of the spheres, serened
Matilda’s soul, and, for an instant, her situation forgotten, she lay
entranced.
On a sudden the music ceased; the azure concavity of heaven seemed
to open at the zenith, and a being, whose countenance beamed with
unutterable beneficence, descended.
It seemed to be clothed in a transparent robe of flowing silver:
its eye scintillated with superhuman brilliancy, whilst her dream,
imitating reality almost to exactness, caused the entranced Matilda to
suppose that it addressed her in these words:--
“Poor sinning Matilda! repent, it is not yet too late.--God’s mercy is
unbounded. Repent! and thou mayest yet be saved.”
These words yet tingled in Matilda’s ears; yet were her eyes lifted to
heaven, as if following the visionary phantom who had addressed her in
her dream, when, much confused, she arose from the sofa.
A dream, so like reality, made a strong impression upon Matilda’s soul.
The ferocious passions, which so lately had battled fiercely in her
bosom, were calmed: she lifted her eyes to heaven: they beamed with
an expression of sincerest penitence; for sincerest penitence at this
moment, agonised whilst it calmed Matilda’s soul.
“God of mercy! God of heaven!” exclaimed Matilda; “my sins are many and
horrible, but I repent.”
Matilda knew not how to pray; but God, who from the height of heaven
penetrates the inmost thoughts of terrestrial hearts, heard the outcast
sinner, as in tears of true and agonising repentance, she knelt before
him.
She despaired no longer. She confided in the beneficence of her
Creator; and, in the hour of adversity, when the firmest heart must
tremble at his power, no longer a hardened sinner, demanded mercy. And
mercy, by the All-benevolent of heaven, is never refused to those who
humbly, yet trusting in his goodness, ask it.
Matilda’s soul was filled with a celestial tranquillity. She remained
upon her knees in mute and fervent thought: she prayed; and, with
trembling, asked forgiveness of her Creator.
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