The Prose Writings of Heinrich HeineHeine, Heinrich
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The Prose Writings of Heinrich Heine
Heine, Heinrich
Heine, Heinrich, 1797-1856 -- Translations into English
Silent, and with folded arms, Maximilian stood a little while before the
sleeping figure, and gazed on the beautiful limbs which the light
garments revealed rather than covered; and every time that the lamp
threw a ray of light over the pale countenance, his heart quivered. "For
God's sake!" he said softly, "what is that? What memories are awaking in
me? Yes, now I know. This white form on the green ground, yes, now...."
At this moment the invalid awoke, and gazing out, as it were, from the
depths of a dream, the tender dark-blue eyes rested upon him, asking,
entreating.... "What were you thinking of, just now, Maximilian?" she
said, in that awful, gentle voice so often found in consumptives, and
wherein we seem to recognise the lisping of children, the twittering of
birds, and the gurgle of the dying. "What were you thinking of, just
then, Maximilian?" she repeated again, and started up so hastily that
the long curls, like roused snakes, fell in ringlets around her head.
"For God's sake!" exclaimed Maximilian, as he gently pressed her back on
to the sofa, "lie still, do not talk; I will tell you all I think, I
feel, yes, what I myself do not know!
"In fact," he pursued, "I scarcely know what I was thinking and feeling
just now. Dim visions of childhood were passing through my mind. I was
thinking of my mother's castle, of the deserted garden there, of the
beautiful marble statue that lay in the grass.... I said, 'my mother's
_castle_,' but pray do not imagine anything grand and magnificent. To
this name I have indeed accustomed myself; my father always laid a
special emphasis on the words, 'the castle,' and accompanied them always
with a singular smile. The meaning of that smile I understood later,
when, a boy of some twelve years, I travelled with my mother to the
castle. It was my first journey. We spent the whole day in passing
through a thick forest; I shall never forget its gloomy horror; and only
towards evening did we stop before a long cross-bar which separated us
from a large meadow. Here we waited nearly half-an-hour before the boy
came out of the wretched hut near by, removed the barrier, and admitted
us. I say 'the boy,' because old Martha always called her forty years'
old nephew 'the lad.' To receive his gracious mistress worthily, he had
assumed the livery of his late uncle; and it was in consequence of its
requiring a little previous dusting that he had kept us waiting so long.
Had he had time, he would have also put on stockings; the long red legs,
however, did not form a very marked contrast with the glaring scarlet
coat. Whether there were any trousers underneath I am unable to say. Our
servant, John, who had likewise often heard of 'the castle,' put on a
very amazed grimace as the boy led us to the little ruined building in
which his master had lived. He was, however, altogether at a loss when
my mother ordered him to bring in the beds. How could he guess that at
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