The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
It was difficult for her to endure his presence, for he would interfere
with her. She could not recover her life. She rose stiffly and went
down. She could neither eat nor talk during the meal. She sat absent,
torn, without any being of her own. He tried to go on as if nothing
were the matter. But at last he became silent with fury. As soon as it
was possible, she went upstairs again, and locked the bedroom door. She
must be alone. He went with his pipe into the garden. All his
suppressed anger against her who held herself superior to him filled
and blackened his heart. Though he had not known it, yet he had never
really won her, she had never loved him. She had taken him on
sufference. This had foiled him. He was only a labouring electrician in
the mine, she was superior to him. He had always given way to her. But
all the while, the injury and ignominy had been working in his soul
because she did not hold him seriously. And now all his rage came up
against her.
He turned and went indoors. The third time, she heard him mounting the
stairs. Her heart stood still. He turned the catch and pushed the
door—it was locked. He tried it again, harder. Her heart was standing
still.
“Have you fastened the door?” he asked quietly, because of the
landlady.
“Yes. Wait a minute.”
She rose and turned the lock, afraid he would burst it. She felt hatred
towards him, because he did not leave her free. He entered, his pipe
between his teeth, and she returned to her old position on the bed. He
closed the door and stood with his back to it.
“What’s the matter?” he asked determinedly.
She was sick with him. She could not look at him.
“Can’t you leave me alone?” she replied, averting her face from him.
He looked at her quickly, fully, wincing with ignominy. Then he seemed
to consider for a moment.
“There’s something up with you, isn’t there?” he asked definitely.
“Yes,” she said, “but that’s no reason why you should torment me.”
“I don’t torment you. What’s the matter?”
“Why should you know?” she cried, in hate and desperation.
Something snapped. He started and caught his pipe as it fell from his
mouth. Then he pushed forward the bitten-off mouth-piece with his
tongue, took it from off his lips, and looked at it. Then he put out
his pipe, and brushed the ash from his waistcoat. After which he raised
his head.
“I want to know,” he said. His face was greyish pale, and set uglily.
Neither looked at the other. She knew he was fired now. His heart was
pounding heavily. She hated him, but she could not withstand him.
Suddenly she lifted her head and turned on him.
“What right have you to know?” she asked.
He looked at her. She felt a pang of surprise for his tortured eyes and
his fixed face. But her heart hardened swiftly. She had never loved
him. She did not love him now.
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