The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
“I mean how long were you carrying on with him?”
She lifted her head, averting her face from him. She refused to answer.
Then she said:
“I don’t know what you mean, by carrying on. I loved him from the first
days I met him—two months after I went to stay with Miss Birch.”
“And do you reckon he loved you?” he jeered.
“I know he did.”
“How do you know, if he’d have no more to do with you?”
There was a long silence of hate and suffering.
“And how far did it go between you?” he asked at length, in a
frightened, stiff voice.
“I hate your not-straightforward questions,” she cried, beside herself
with his baiting. “We loved each other, and we _were_ lovers—we were. I
don’t care what _you_ think: what have you got to do with it? We were
lovers before ever I knew you——”
“Lovers—lovers,” he said, white with fury. “You mean you had your fling
with an army man, and then came to me to marry you when you’d done——”
She sat swallowing her bitterness. There was a long pause.
“Do you mean to say you used to go—the whole hogger?” he asked, still
incredulous.
“Why, what else do you think I mean?” she cried brutally.
He shrank, and became white, impersonal. There was a long, paralysed
silence. He seemed to have gone small.
“You never thought to tell me all this before I married you,” he said,
with bitter irony, at last.
“You never asked me,” she replied.
“I never thought there was any need.”
“Well, then, you _should_ think.”
He stood with expressionless, almost childlike set face, revolving many
thoughts, whilst his heart was mad with anguish.
Suddenly she added:
“And I saw him today,” she said. “He is not dead, he’s mad.”
Her husband looked at her, startled.
“Mad!’ he said involuntarily.
“A lunatic,” she said. It almost cost her her reason to utter the word.
There was a pause.
“Did he know you?” asked the husband in a small voice.
“No,” she said.
He stood and looked at her. At last he had learned the width of the
breach between them. She still squatted on the bed. He could not go
near her. It would be violation to each of them to be brought into
contact with the other. The thing must work itself out. They were both
shocked so much, they were impersonal, and no longer hated each other.
After some minutes he left her and went out.
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