The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
Then Lois locked the door. She glanced at her fire-darkened face, and
taking the flattened Ruskin out of the chair, sat down and wept. After
a while she calmed herself, rose, and sponged her face. Then once more
on that fatal night she prepared for rest. Instead, however, or
retiring, she pulled a silk quilt from her disordered bed and wrapping
it round her, sat miserably to think. It was two o’clock in the
morning.
IV
The fire was sunk to cold ashes in the grate, and the grey morning was
creeping through the half-opened curtains like a thing ashamed, when
Lois awoke. It was painful to move her head: her neck was cramped. The
girl awoke in full recollection. She sighed, roused herself and pulled
the quilt closer about her. For a little while she sat and mused. A
pale, tragic resignation fixed her face like a mask. She remembered her
father’s irritable answer to her question concerning her lover’s
safety—“Safe, aye—why not?” She knew that he suspected the factory of
having been purposely set on fire. But then, he had never liked Will.
And yet—and yet—Lois’ heart was heavy as lead. She felt her lover was
guilty. And she felt she must hide her secret of his last communication
to her. She saw herself being cross-examined—“When did you last see
this man?” But she would hide what he had said about watching at the
works. How dreary it was—and how dreadful. Her life was ruined now, and
nothing mattered any more. She must only behave with dignity, and
submit to her own obliteration. For even if Will were never accused,
she knew in her heart he was guilty. She knew it was over between them.
It was dawn among the yellow fog outside, and Lois, as she moved
mechanically about her toilet, vaguely felt that all her days would
arrive slowly struggling through a bleak fog. She felt an intense
longing at this uncanny hour to slough the body’s trammelled weariness
and to issue at once into the new bright warmth of the far Dawn where a
lover waited transfigured; it is so easy and pleasant in imagination to
step out of the chill grey dampness of another terrestrial daybreak,
straight into the sunshine of the eternal morning! And who can escape
his hour? So Lois performed the meaningless routine of her toilet,
which at last she made meaningful when she took her black dress, and
fastened a black jet brooch at her throat.
Then she went downstairs and found her father eating a mutton chop. She
quickly approached and kissed him on the forehead. Then she retreated
to the other end of the table. Her father looked tired, even haggard.
“You are early,” he said, after a while. Lois did not reply. Her father
continued to eat for a few moments, then he said:
“Have a chop—here’s one! Ring for a hot plate. Eh, what? Why not?”
Lois was insulted, but she gave no sign. She sat down and took a cup of
coffee, making no pretence to eat. Her father was absorbed, and had
forgotten her.
“Our Jack’s not come home yet,” he said at last.
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