The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
Presently he rose, and went to wash himself, rolling back his sleeves
and pulling open his shirt at the breast. It was as if his fine,
clear-cut temples and steady eyes were degraded by the lower, rather
brutal part of his face. But she loved it. As she whisked about,
clearing the table, she loved the way in which he stood washing
himself. He was such a man. She liked to see his neck glistening with
water as he swilled it. It amused her and pleased her and thrilled her.
He was so sure, so permanent, he had her so utterly in his power. It
gave her a delightful, mischievous sense of liberty. Within his grasp,
she could dart about excitingly.
He turned round to her, his face red from the cold water, his eyes
fresh and very blue.
“You haven’t been seeing anything of him, have you?” he asked roughly.
“Yes,” she answered, after a moment, as if caught guilty. “He got into
the tram with me, and he asked me to drink a coffee and a Benedictine
in the Royal.”
“You’ve got it off fine and glib,” he said sullenly. “And did you?”
“Yes,” she replied, with the air of a traitor before the rack.
The blood came up into his neck and face, he stood motionless,
dangerous.
“It was cold, and it was such fun to go into the Royal,” she said.
“You’d go off with a nigger for a packet of chocolate,” he said, in
anger and contempt, and some bitterness. Queer how he drew away from
her, cut her off from him.
“Ted—how beastly!” she cried. “You know quite well——” She caught her
lip, flushed, and the tears came to her eyes.
He turned away, to put on his necktie. She went about her work, making
a queer pathetic little mouth, down which occasionally dripped a tear.
He was ready to go. With his hat jammed down on his head, and his
overcoat buttoned up to his chin, he came to kiss her. He would be
miserable all the day if he went without. She allowed herself to be
kissed. Her cheek was wet under his lips, and his heart burned. She
hurt him so deeply. And she felt aggrieved, and did not quite forgive
him.
In a moment she went upstairs to her ear-rings. Sweet they looked
nestling in the little drawer—sweet! She examined them with voluptuous
pleasure, she threaded them in her ears, she looked at herself, she
posed and postured and smiled, and looked sad and tragic and winning
and appealing, all in turn before the mirror. And she was happy, and
very pretty.
She wore her ear-rings all morning, in the house. She was
self-conscious, and quite brilliantly winsome, when the baker came,
wondering if he would notice. All the tradesmen left her door with a
glow in them, feeling elated, and unconsciously favouring the
delightful little creature, though there had been nothing to notice in
her behaviour.
She was stimulated all the day. She did not think about her husband. He
was the permanent basis from which she took these giddy little flights
into nowhere. At night, like chickens and curses, she would come home
to him, to roost.
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