The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
She was immutable. He sat feeling heavy and dulled with rage. He was
not clear as to what he felt. He sat there unliving whilst she danced.
And she, distracted, lost to herself between the opposing forces of the
two men, drifted. Between the dances, Whiston kept near to her. She was
scarcely conscious. She glanced repeatedly at her card, to see when she
would dance again with Adams, half in desire, half in dread. Sometimes
she met his steady, glaucous eye as she passed him in the dance.
Sometimes she saw the steadiness of his flank as he danced. And it was
always as if she rested on his arm, were borne along, upborne by him,
away from herself. And always there was present the other’s antagonism.
She was divided.
The time came for her to dance with Adams. Oh, the delicious closing of
contact with him, of his limbs touching her limbs, his arm supporting
her. She seemed to resolve. Whiston had not made himself real to her.
He was only a heavy place in her consciousness.
But she breathed heavily, beginning to suffer from the closeness of
strain. She was nervous. Adams also was constrained. A tightness, a
tension was coming over them all. And he was exasperated, feeling
something counteracting physical magnetism, feeling a will stronger
with her than his own, intervening in what was becoming a vital
necessity to him.
Elsie was almost lost to her own control. As she went forward with him
to take her place at the dance, she stooped for her
pocket-handkerchief. The music sounded for quadrilles. Everybody was
ready. Adams stood with his body near her, exerting his attraction over
her. He was tense and fighting. She stooped for her
pocket-handkerchief, and shook it as she rose. It shook out and fell
from her hand. With agony, she saw she had taken a white stocking
instead of a handkerchief. For a second it lay on the floor, a twist of
white stocking. Then, in an instant, Adams picked it up, with a little,
surprised laugh of triumph.
“That’ll do for me,” he whispered—seeming to take possession of her.
And he stuffed the stocking in his trousers pocket, and quickly offered
her his handkerchief.
The dance began. She felt weak and faint, as if her will were turned to
water. A heavy sense of loss came over her. She could not help herself
anymore. But it was peace.
When the dance was over, Adams yielded her up. Whiston came to her.
“What was it as you dropped?” Whiston asked.
“I thought it was my handkerchief—I’d taken a stocking by mistake,” she
said, detached and muted.
“And he’s got it?”
“Yes.”
“What does he mean by that?”
She lifted her shoulders.
“Are you going to let him keep it?” he asked.
“I don’t let him.”
There was a long pause.
“Am I to go and have it out with him?” he asked, his face flushed, his
blue eyes going hard with opposition.
“No,” she said, pale.
“Why?”
“No—I don’t want to say anything about it.”
He sat exasperated and nonplussed.
“You’ll let him keep it, then?” he asked.
She sat silent and made no form of answer.
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