The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
Mr Lindley kept a special tone for him, kind, indulgent, but
patronizing. Durant took it all without criticism or offence, just
submitting. But he did not want to eat—that troubled him, to have to
eat in their presence. He knew he was out of place. But it was his duty
to stay yet awhile. He answered precisely, in monosyllables.
When he left he winced with confusion. He was glad it was finished. He
got away as quickly as possible. And he wanted still more intensely to
go right away, to Canada.
Miss Louisa suffered in her soul, indignant with all of them, with him
too, but quite unable to say why she was indignant.
XIII
Two evenings after, Louisa tapped at the door of the Quarry Cottage, at
half-pas six. He had finished dinner, the woman had washed up and gone
away, but still he sat in his pit dirt. He was going later to the New
Inn. He had begun to go there because he must go somewhere. The mere
contact with other men was necessary to him, the noise, the warmth, the
forgetful flight of the hours. But still he did not move. He sat alone
in the empty house till it began to grow on him like something
unnatural.
He was in his pit dirt when he opened the door.
“I have been wanting to call—I thought I would,” she said, and she went
to the sofa. He wondered why she wouldn’t use his mother’s round
armchair. Yet something stirred in him, like anger, when the
housekeeper placed herself in it.
“I ought to have been washed by now,” he said, glancing at the clock,
which was adorned with butterflies and cherries, and the name of “T.
Brooks, Mansfield.” He laid his black hands along his mottled dirty
arms. Louisa looked at him. There was the reserve, and the simple
neutrality towards her, which she dreaded in him. It made it impossible
for her to approach him.
“I am afraid,” she said, “that I wasn’t kind in asking you to supper.”
“I’m not used to it,” he said, smiling with his mouth, showing the
interspaced white teeth. His eyes, however, were steady and unseeing.
“It’s not _that_,” she said hastily. Her repose was exquisite and her
dark grey eyes rich with understanding. He felt afraid of her as she
sat there, as he began to grow conscious of her.
“How do you get on alone?” she asked.
He glanced away to the fire.
“Oh——” he answered, shifting uneasily, not finishing his answer.
Her face settled heavily.
“How close it is in this room. You have such immense fires. I will take
off my coat,” she said.
He watched her take off her hat and coat. She wore a cream cashmir
blouse embroidered with gold silk. It seemed to him a very fine
garment, fitting her throat and wrists close. It gave him a feeling of
pleasure and cleanness and relief from himself.
“What were you thinking about, that you didn’t get washed?” she asked,
half intimately. He laughed, turning aside his head. The whites of his
eyes showed very distinct in his black face.
“Oh,” he said, “I couldn’t tell you.”
There was a pause.
“Are you going to keep this house on?” she asked.
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