“Joy upon joy and gain upon gain
Are the destined rights of my birth,”
and we may all have those rights if we claim them as our own. Worry
is a disease that some people enjoy as much as some others enjoy
invalidism. There are some people who can hardly speak and think of
anything but their physical ailments; they never recall the mornings
when they felt strong and vigorous, the nights they slept soundly, but
only the days when they had uncomfortable sensations of weakness or
distress, and the nights when sleep was somewhat broken. And you will
notice that they will say they “did not sleep well” when they mean
that they did not sleep much. We may always sleep _well_, even though
we do not sleep much.
There are other people who, though they do not weary us with accounts
of their bodily symptoms, tell us always of their cares. They revel in
tales of distress which shall go to show how much more oppressed they
are than their fellows. They take their worries as the healthy farmer
takes his food, eagerly, and would be distinctly upset if anything
happened to interfere with their enjoyment of them. If they are going
somewhere, they worry lest it should rain, or lest something unforeseen
should happen to prevent the expedition. It is the same old story, they
want their “own way.” They cannot conceive of a disappointment being a
blessing in disguise; they know of nothing so hard to be borne as the
setting aside of a passing desire.
For such as these life is full of “bitter disappointments”; cares and
worries naturally fall to their lot; the sun seldom shines for them,
and even when it does they think they can note the spots upon it,—while
the rain falls so heavily and so frequently that it makes runnels over
their whole plan of life, reducing it to a scene of desolation. And all
the time the sun is shining, and joys are awaiting them did they but
look in the right direction. They are “pulling the wrong string,” as
it were. A little child kept calling to his mother that he could not
find what he was seeking, because he could not “make the light come
on.” His mother wisely replied: “You are probably pulling the wrong
string, Harold. Pull the other.” The moment he did so the electric
light flooded the room, and the child found what he sought. It had lain
right to his hand all the time, but he did not know to pull the right
string. Our heart’s desire lies just as close to us.
Many a person who is always having trouble, who is worried and uneasy,
longing for rest and comfort but never finding it; to whom “life is
a dreary puzzle scarcely worth the solving,” is simply “pulling the
wrong string,” the string of self-will, of separateness. His soul is
darkened by his refusal to turn on the light, and the shadow covers the
whole of his life.
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